Wednesday, April 27, 2011

love from far away~

最了解你的人,真的,不外是怀你9个月的妈妈。
昨天,mummy说她寄了东西给我。
hrm?会是什么?问她,她又不讲。wah..老人家也会卖关子的说~~
ok lor。。我等咯。。
今天,本以为拿不到了,怎知,上天还是疼我的。
跟那边的clerk要了我的包袱,herk,还真的有分量。
完全,第一个反应:‘酱,会要多少钱?’
看了,@@,还真的-很多。
but then, 真的很感动。
call 了mummy。以下是我们的对话:
M:看到里面的东西了嘛?
C:还没有啦。我还没到房。什么来的?
M:开来看啦。
(到房。开了。)
M:喜欢吗?
C:ern!(我怎么会不喜欢?不管你寄什么来我都爱啦。)哎呀,酱寄要多少哦?
M:aiya,你不用管多少啦。
C:(T.T) aiya.. 不用寄啦。你反正要过来了。
M:先寄一点给你嘛。我过去在带一点过去啦。
C:呵呵。。(T.T)酱很麻烦嘛。。你一个人拿酱重去寄。
M:不会啦。aiya。。寄一点东西给你吃嘛。。我又不能过去。很久没有看到你了。很像很像你勒。
C:呵呵。。(T.T)
M:至少那些东西我昨天动过,今天到你动嘛。
C:(T.T)haha.. 傻傻的。。
M:ok ma?
C:ok a..
M:其他的我不懂啦。。可是那个饼干是你喜欢的对吗?
C:a lo...
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(接下来的交谈不重要了)
完全,一边讲,一边泪如雨下。
不要笑。是你,你不会嘛?
mummy sent thing from far away le. she have to carry the whole big box to the post office le.. walk there a.. so heavy, plus she have trouble with her hemorrhage and waist.. think about that already enough to make me hurt.
next, what will you feel when ur mum say she miss you? then because of the intense missing, she did something that cost her a fee that is so unreasonable.. and she don't mind at all! the postage fee is actually more than what the stuff inside cost!! @@
mummy ar.. i also miss you a lot, you know? you know how i hear when you say you miss me? and you keep say want fly out and meet me??
not that i don't want to go back ya.. it is unworthy.. you save the money for your own use le.. buy more nutrition stuff to eat.. do take care of yourself ya..
and then, really thanks a lot for what you posted here. it really cure my tidbit cravings. in fact, all the tidbits i already only cure a small part of the cravings, but what you sent here fulfill my emptiness. thanks!
and, you do know me, better than myself. i keep finding tidbits to eat, but all i eat just can't satisfy me. now i know why.. because, the tidbits i am craving for, are those you always prepared and have them ready around the house during our exam period. and now, you sent them here! oh... really heart them!
thanks thanks thanks! beside than these, i really don't know what can i say.

have to sleep now. nose running like hell.
before that,
MUMMY, I LOVE YOU!
thank you for everything you has done for me.
do take care there ya..
and next time, don't give yourself so much trouble. don't like you to suffer.
muaks~

oh, and please tel daddy, sis, and bro, that i miss them tremendously too!!

Good night..
hopefully, i will do better this final..
pray hard~


found them in my old phone..
owh~ how i wish i have them by my side now...






and hey you 2! don't be jealous. you have dad and mum with you! LOL!

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

不要不要~~~~~~~

我求你
ball ball 你
听听我讲话
好不好?





!!
为什么你就是不听??


T.T

Monday, April 25, 2011

明天记得起对边。

今天是怎样?应该是起床起错边 (get up from the wrong side of my bed).
要不然,做么这样想家?
emo emo emo~
偏偏妈妈有一只打电话来。前两次还好,最后一次聊到回家的事,真的,忍不住了。
结果,我notes的字越来越朦。。
妈妈,不是我不要回啦。我也很想回啊。
只是1)飞机票不便宜,2)才那么几天,不值得啦。虽然你每次讲不用紧,but那也是你辛辛苦苦装来的钱啊,怎可以乱花。。
啊!啊!啊!
一定是考试!!一定是!要不然我怎么会酱emo?!
exam = killer!!
haiz... 快快快点结束吧,你这个死人exam!
7月快快来。。
12月快快来。。
1月快快来。。
T.T
mummy and daddy a~~ i miss you all a lot!
大姐,i want to chat with you long long long time.. don't care if you say me 烦。。
阿弟,越来越肥咯。 jom, we go jog! later we go eat ice.. hehe...

好啦好啦。。emo 还是要读书啦。。 LOL!


“哭过就好了,伤都会好了~~”
真的!

大家考试加油啊!!

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

同肤色的异族

妳是什么人?
怀疑,
妳,和我们,不是同根。
1000年前,我们大家的祖先,和你不同。
要不然,你应该不会酱讲话。
忍不住,还是要说:"FUCK YOU!"


送你这个,算便宜你了。
看,他多可爱。^^



PS: 就算我们同根,我也不稀罕你的维护。F 你!

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

杂草动物!

喂!!!
拜托你再还没把 SMS send 出去时,
看清楚你的对象!!
那些“杂草动物”的语言,或许对你们来说很正常,
可在我眼里,很。低。贱
而且是超级无敌粗俗!!
还有,
原来你没约就在做这些。
好啊。。
那,成全你吧!
连再见都剩了。
Bye~

Monday, April 18, 2011

巴拉巴拉巴拉~~

现在是凌晨3.41时。
我,
奇迹的,
还很精神。
为什么?
是午觉太久吗? 不可能啊,那是补回昨天的。
是咖啡因作怪吗? 更没理,我连喝old town 101都没问题。
哪,为什么?
不知道,
也不想去知道。
反正,现在Studyweek。明天没上课。
明天,zhmm就回家闭关读书了。
owh....
本来,我应该也。。。。。
算。算。算。
伤心事就不提了。。。。。
还好,sf星期二就回来了。
owh~~roommate~~
请原谅我。
夜深了,所以语无伦次。
好啦。真的,要睡了。
明天,错,应该所等一下,
约了zhmm去subway吃早餐!
woohoo~~
前提,她,没有不舒服。
可是,是分离2weeks的last breakfast。。 T.T
roommate ar.....希望你快快好啊。。
虽然那个东西没得快。。LOL!!
hana hana..... 不罗嗦了。。
nitenite~~

Friday, April 15, 2011

sorry no cure..

请原谅我的不耐烦。
对啊!
我就是这样,
无理取闹,
拖拖逼人。
不爽,就由你们吧。
因为,我没有权利,也没有理由
为自己的无理反驳。
对不起。

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

y d rude sound so nice?


Fuck U - Lily Allen

this one dedicated to those who are concerned.
have been immoral lately. damn myself.

cannot continue be like that.
i must return to my self. fast!
haiz....

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

歌。

很乱很乱的心,听什么都emo.. 哈哈。。
为什么这些歌听了一百次还是酱感动?
T.T


谢谢你的温柔~

谢谢你看得起我,可是对不起,我承受不了。。



保持微笑~

请你放过我吧。我想保留我那唯一引以为傲的唯智笑容。



他还不懂~

为什么他怎样讲还是不懂?谁可以让他懂?求你们让他懂~~



雨天~

谁能体谅我有雨天?任何人体谅,任何人懂都没用。因为让我有雨天的人还是不懂。 >.<



开始懂了~

我开始懂什么叫彷徨无助。我开始懂被逼至墙角的感觉。我要窒息了。。



你不会~

你不会,你不会,你不会知道我有多无奈。你不会,你不会,你不会了解我的心结。



遇见~

好怀念中学的feel 哦。。那时参活动完全自由,完全爽。。没人逼你做你不爱做的事。



诱惑的街~

你有什么心结难解,尽然不放过我?你让我这个从来不承认有心结的人,有了一个超复杂的心结。。


不听了。
读书读书读书。。。
我的眼在看书,心在飘~

F**K!

I AM TOTALLY PISSED OFF!!

WTF!

after a night sleep (which i don't sleep well n less than 5 hrs! dam!) i thought everything will return to normal, and i will gain back my sensibility. which, do not!!
i woke up feeling quite fresh, and was relieved that i am able to concentrate on my study.
i went to class feeling not bad, and was glad that i listen in class, though sometime i floated away, which is a norm actually.
i walked back to the study room with normal feel, and was glad i manage to finish up a set of notes.
i went to the eating hall feeling fine, but when i saw the Mak Cik DU, my anger just flared up.
sorry Mak Cik DU. it is not your fault, i knew, and realised. but then i just cant stop relating everything you all done back to the DAMN silly college admin.
WTH. i spend my precious time, not bother to bath after class just to spill this out! you are the first one to make me do so, and i think you wil be the only one. Fuck!

1st, why you need to check the card makan? which outsider will be so 'DUH' silly and come and eat the DU food that SUCKS!? you should be glad we staying in the college still visit the hall, or else you will need to swallow everything by yourself!

2nd, why you need to lock d small gate at 7pm SHARP, and the large gate 12am SHARP? rationality? to prevent outsider? OH HELL!! as if someone who really intend to enter your college don't know how to climb the fence. as if they only know how to walk straight through the big gate but not the small side door. as if they can't enter in the morning and hide there till night. as if the WORKERS in your college are all martians. IRRATIONAL ACT! CHILDISH! then why don't you hired a security? what? insufficient budget? oh...... I c. the money we paid and the money government support just vanish in the thin air right? *puff* and now you don't see them because "they are used to maintain the college welfare". so called maintained.. BULLSHIT!!!

3rd, why the change of the norm, the tradition? why can't you just follow what is being followed and obeyed for i think at least 5 years? why you are sooo boastful to change everything? 'erm, because we think that they are unnecessary.' well, F U! a project wont survive for such a long time if it is UNNECESSARY!! 'erm, because we think by that both parties will benefits. you will have more budget.' well, another F U!! double F U!! budget! how much you give? a merely RM 2000 that is insufficient for even a project to run 2 large project? no wonder you have a 'PHD'!!

4th, before stating it out, i will like to give you 7 letters. plus a free exclamation mark. you are welcome!
""FUCK YOU!""
what is the HELL that make you think that we should be the director next year? WHAT THE FUCK! experience? experience is what you learn, DUMMY! if you don't let the next batch try out, how they gain experience? KNS~ it will be useful for my future? HELLO, SILLY HEAD! a year of experience is MORE THAN ENOUGH!! F!! and why do you abolished the ex-officio post?? SHIT YOU!! if you think being a director is so fucking easy, come, i let you be it!! no, i don't need anything in return, you can have the position as long as you wish!! and, do you remember this phrase :'there will be no ex-officio post next year, my dear.' WAPIANG!!!!!!!! WHAT THE HELL!!!! WHO IS YOUR DEAR?????????? MIND YOUR WORDS!!!!!!
WALAO EH!!!!! my anger just can't be calmed. F**K!
F! F! F!
i need a huge huge enormous glass of icy cold water!!!!!!!!! i need ice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WTF! WTH!
KAN NI NIA!! BU KI MA!!! DAMN HOLLY SHIT!!

hmmph!!!!!!!
listen to this song, which i will really really like to dedicated it to you!
F U !






** mummy and daddy and for others who are unrelated, please do forgive me for all the rude words. T.T
i am sorry. but i had run out of words.