IF
I get it,then I will go for The Other.
doubting myself in completing it.
but then,
i realize,
keep on doubting is not the way.
never try never know.
crossed my fingers,
accept all sincere wishes,
and pray hard.
Dear Lord,
please give me the courage, stamina, perseverance, endurance and whatever I need,
to move on and continue moving on,
for now and in the future.
Please bless my effort,
and I promise I will try my best.
The gold doesn't shine with no polish,
The diamond doesn't spark with no craving.
Men don't success with no challenge.
Hoping and wishing for the best that is waiting just around the corner.
:)
Wednesday, July 11, 2012
Thursday, June 21, 2012
comparison
LOL!!
then my Miri friend will think that I am rich because i only go out with them once.
means i stay in room whenever i do not go out with them,
and don't spend.
then the friend i get to know through projects and activities will think that I am rich,
because I seldom go out with them.
when i am absence, means I am in the room,
saving up.
then my parents will think that I am rich, because I whenever i go out,
they will foot the bill.
and when they are not in KL, i am always in my room.
counting money.
oh oh oh.
this is how a person "richness" is determined.
the number of outings.
GREAT!
and i wont argue.
why?
because, what's the point?
If there is a need to compare, then below is the list.
- i just paid RM1300 for my rental deposit. anyone doing so?
- i have a pending of RM 1100 to pay for 3 months rental, which only last till August. any suggestion i can skip that?
- for parents' day and parents' birthday, i spend RM 800 averagely, every year. i am just showing off, isn't it?
- present and gifts for family members, whenever i go home, is a must. and RM200-300 is just enough. oh, i should save that up, many may say.
- apart from that, all miscellaneous and outings do cost. well, that is what others are spending too, so skip that.
so, i am just showing off, huh?
with the rental and all, to tell the world i am going to continue my study.
with the parents gift, to tell the world how filial i am.
with the family gift, to tell the whole world how caring i am towards my family.
well, i dont know what to say or how to express my feeling.
just 1 thing.
i am just an ordinary girl.
i will like to spend money on pampering myself once in a while, which includes outings and buying stuff for myself.
and i love good delicious food, which usually cost more. so, once in a while, i will go ahead and forget about the price tag. just for a satisfying indulgence.
and i prefer outing with some others, not always the same group, because different group different feel.
and for the absence, i cant help it because either it is at the odd time or it is when i am back in my cozy home.
i dont think twice when coming to spending on my family. why? they are the closest people i have in this world. i think my parents deserve all the pampering and gifts. they are the one that give me such a good life and great environment when i am growing up, and i think that it is a responsible and reasonable thing to do, by saving up in somewhere to afford a good gift for them. if you think i am showing off, please do go ahead. and i like buying gifts for my brother and sister. why? i simply love to see their smiling face and delightful expression when receiving those thing. not expensive gifts but their smile is precious for me. God know how much i miss them here, i those smile, are the only thing i can bring along with me in my mind here.
and as a human, i need essentials to live on. they cost too.
so hey,
lesser outing with you guys dont means i dont go for outing and i dont spend.
i do. and a lot.
not blaming others, but just that it do hurt to see those comments.
and there is no where and no better way i can express them.
when things come to money, they turn nasty.
so,
another lesson learnt, just shut up.
give less comment.
and lead my own life.
like mum say, i cant satisfy everyone.
**and i do miss home greatly now! :((**
then my Miri friend will think that I am rich because i only go out with them once.
means i stay in room whenever i do not go out with them,
and don't spend.
then the friend i get to know through projects and activities will think that I am rich,
because I seldom go out with them.
when i am absence, means I am in the room,
saving up.
then my parents will think that I am rich, because I whenever i go out,
they will foot the bill.
and when they are not in KL, i am always in my room.
counting money.
oh oh oh.
this is how a person "richness" is determined.
the number of outings.
GREAT!
and i wont argue.
why?
because, what's the point?
If there is a need to compare, then below is the list.
- i just paid RM1300 for my rental deposit. anyone doing so?
- i have a pending of RM 1100 to pay for 3 months rental, which only last till August. any suggestion i can skip that?
- for parents' day and parents' birthday, i spend RM 800 averagely, every year. i am just showing off, isn't it?
- present and gifts for family members, whenever i go home, is a must. and RM200-300 is just enough. oh, i should save that up, many may say.
- apart from that, all miscellaneous and outings do cost. well, that is what others are spending too, so skip that.
so, i am just showing off, huh?
with the rental and all, to tell the world i am going to continue my study.
with the parents gift, to tell the world how filial i am.
with the family gift, to tell the whole world how caring i am towards my family.
well, i dont know what to say or how to express my feeling.
just 1 thing.
i am just an ordinary girl.
i will like to spend money on pampering myself once in a while, which includes outings and buying stuff for myself.
and i love good delicious food, which usually cost more. so, once in a while, i will go ahead and forget about the price tag. just for a satisfying indulgence.
and i prefer outing with some others, not always the same group, because different group different feel.
and for the absence, i cant help it because either it is at the odd time or it is when i am back in my cozy home.
i dont think twice when coming to spending on my family. why? they are the closest people i have in this world. i think my parents deserve all the pampering and gifts. they are the one that give me such a good life and great environment when i am growing up, and i think that it is a responsible and reasonable thing to do, by saving up in somewhere to afford a good gift for them. if you think i am showing off, please do go ahead. and i like buying gifts for my brother and sister. why? i simply love to see their smiling face and delightful expression when receiving those thing. not expensive gifts but their smile is precious for me. God know how much i miss them here, i those smile, are the only thing i can bring along with me in my mind here.
and as a human, i need essentials to live on. they cost too.
so hey,
lesser outing with you guys dont means i dont go for outing and i dont spend.
i do. and a lot.
not blaming others, but just that it do hurt to see those comments.
and there is no where and no better way i can express them.
when things come to money, they turn nasty.
so,
another lesson learnt, just shut up.
give less comment.
and lead my own life.
like mum say, i cant satisfy everyone.
**and i do miss home greatly now! :((**
Tuesday, June 12, 2012
想。
明天，
3，2，1.
大学第三年第二学期第一张试卷。
等，到颈都长。
不是好恋，是因为看notes看厌了。
有不舍得吗？还好。
反正，没有爱考试过。
期盼它的结束吗？有，也没有。
没出错，今年本小姐应该会顺利毕业。
从小在父母耳熏目染下，等待的这一天。
毕业，以前听起来，还光荣。
三年前进大学，看学长们毕业，也好期盼。
今年，姐姐四月毕业，惹得我蠢蠢欲动。
然而，怎知道，但要轮到我的时候，开始不知所措了。
毕业后，就是进入社会大学。
虽然，还是继续深造，但，不一样了。
任何事，完全靠自己了。
实验及学习进度完全自己掌控。
月如开销大幅度增加，因少了宿舍。
人事关系，不再是爽就来往，不爽就回避。
很多很多东西，需要顾虑。
～。～
我只怎么啦？
明天考试今晚竟然在这里浪费时间想东想西有的没的。
没法，大姨妈来看我。
一整天都浮浮沉沉，还把整个早晨“睡”掉! @@
随便。
明天，上天可要popipopi我啊～
小女不求多，只求一切顺利，成绩保持。
晚安，远在家乡的爸爸妈妈，姐姐弟弟。
晚安，邻座的室友皆系友。
晚安，正在打拼的朋友。
晚安，现在复杂的以前我的你。
晚安，那条平行线。
晚安，世界。
3，2，1.
大学第三年第二学期第一张试卷。
等，到颈都长。
不是好恋，是因为看notes看厌了。
有不舍得吗？还好。
反正，没有爱考试过。
期盼它的结束吗？有，也没有。
没出错，今年本小姐应该会顺利毕业。
从小在父母耳熏目染下，等待的这一天。
毕业，以前听起来，还光荣。
三年前进大学，看学长们毕业，也好期盼。
今年，姐姐四月毕业，惹得我蠢蠢欲动。
然而，怎知道，但要轮到我的时候，开始不知所措了。
毕业后，就是进入社会大学。
虽然，还是继续深造，但，不一样了。
任何事，完全靠自己了。
实验及学习进度完全自己掌控。
月如开销大幅度增加，因少了宿舍。
人事关系，不再是爽就来往，不爽就回避。
很多很多东西，需要顾虑。
～。～
我只怎么啦？
明天考试今晚竟然在这里浪费时间想东想西有的没的。
没法，大姨妈来看我。
一整天都浮浮沉沉，还把整个早晨“睡”掉! @@
随便。
明天，上天可要popipopi我啊～
小女不求多，只求一切顺利，成绩保持。
晚安，远在家乡的爸爸妈妈，姐姐弟弟。
晚安，邻座的室友皆系友。
晚安，正在打拼的朋友。
晚安，现在复杂的以前我的你。
晚安，那条平行线。
晚安，世界。
Sunday, June 10, 2012
spontaneous trip always feel good!
等。。
等。。
等！
>.<
吾爱艳阳天～ :))
满满都是人。 （当然，不然鬼啊? )
久仰其“味”的叉烧饭！
酸辣菜。(adapted from masak-masak.blogspot.com)
一只鸭就酱大只。可想而知，半只多不小。我们竟然也把它啃完了。
bravo！不肥，也难。
mine - 芒果秋香。(adapted from tongpakfu.facebook)
ah sam - 杨枝甘露配芒果雪糕。(adapted from tongpakfu.facebook)
芝麻糖不甩。
超赞！
一个人就霸了4粒。hehe...
p/s: a nice hangout after "disconnected" for so long. haha..... chat, heard, learnt, shared a lot. sometimes, perceptions, from different gender, makes the whole thing reasonable, and more acceptable. Chiew Fook Sam, let's jia you! :))
oh, and i got to have a look at that kind of video. *wink*
Friday, June 8, 2012
Study week - week for non-studying stuff.
""Waku Waku~~""
meaning?
well, Yahoo answers - [["wakuwaku" means excited, thrilled, oh my god, what fun, something building up.]]
so, thrilled of what? excited about?
A New Restaurant in Midvalley!!
top floor.
center court.
replacing ex-Sushi King.
japanese-based fusion restaurant.
nice design. have the feel of dining in a japanese garden with all the wooden-theme and green "lantern".
simple menu. set meals, ala carte and dessert. let's hope they add in more sushi and udon selection.
random photo. :))
roommate's genmai green tea. hot. she is so health-conscious. and a determined one.
this design seems familiar, right? :P
there is one thing i can't stand about this restaurant. that is their over "warm" service! greet you when you enter, well, that is fine. after you are seated, the waiter serving you will introduce his name. that is kinda weird, but acceptable. at least you know who to call when you need stuffs. explain to you about your dish, and recommend how you should eat them. that is fine too. but, at one table, i saw the waiter knelt down beside a ;ady's table to do so! @@ another thing, they will keep come and "check" on your needs! with their over "wide" plastered smile. my god. and i wonder, if their business get better, with more crowds in, will these be maintained? hmm....
well, this is worth to be praised. serving you a copy of japanese magazine while you are waiting. :)
my japanese lam mee. the sauce was kinda bland. i assume this normal because it is typical for a japanese dish to be milder in taste. but with the add of a few drops of vinegar, everything is fixed. and i like the udon, replacing the real yellow mee in normal lam mee.
hi there! ^_^
roommate's japanese fried kueh tiao. this is superb! imagine korean hot stone rice, but now is fried kueh tiao. the addition of egg, oh my my. but for those who limit their salt intake, this may be slightly over your ideal intake. perhaps a little less salt will make this dish a perfecto~
after the mixing up. oh, superb!
toothpicks. hygienic design. can someone do some explanation on the 3 chinese words?
overall, a nice lunch. do head over here if you are bored of the usual japanese dish, or when you need something new. reasonable price too. so, yea.. great hangout during the month-end.
after filling up, a huge Chatime ice-blended, now, it is time for a roomie facial treatment. Where at the end, we feel guilty over it. :PP
meaning?
well, Yahoo answers - [["wakuwaku" means excited, thrilled, oh my god, what fun, something building up.]]
so, thrilled of what? excited about?
A New Restaurant in Midvalley!!
top floor.
center court.
replacing ex-Sushi King.
japanese-based fusion restaurant.
nice design. have the feel of dining in a japanese garden with all the wooden-theme and green "lantern".
simple menu. set meals, ala carte and dessert. let's hope they add in more sushi and udon selection.
random photo. :))
roommate's genmai green tea. hot. she is so health-conscious. and a determined one.
this design seems familiar, right? :P
there is one thing i can't stand about this restaurant. that is their over "warm" service! greet you when you enter, well, that is fine. after you are seated, the waiter serving you will introduce his name. that is kinda weird, but acceptable. at least you know who to call when you need stuffs. explain to you about your dish, and recommend how you should eat them. that is fine too. but, at one table, i saw the waiter knelt down beside a ;ady's table to do so! @@ another thing, they will keep come and "check" on your needs! with their over "wide" plastered smile. my god. and i wonder, if their business get better, with more crowds in, will these be maintained? hmm....
well, this is worth to be praised. serving you a copy of japanese magazine while you are waiting. :)
my japanese lam mee. the sauce was kinda bland. i assume this normal because it is typical for a japanese dish to be milder in taste. but with the add of a few drops of vinegar, everything is fixed. and i like the udon, replacing the real yellow mee in normal lam mee.
hi there! ^_^
roommate's japanese fried kueh tiao. this is superb! imagine korean hot stone rice, but now is fried kueh tiao. the addition of egg, oh my my. but for those who limit their salt intake, this may be slightly over your ideal intake. perhaps a little less salt will make this dish a perfecto~
after the mixing up. oh, superb!
toothpicks. hygienic design. can someone do some explanation on the 3 chinese words?
overall, a nice lunch. do head over here if you are bored of the usual japanese dish, or when you need something new. reasonable price too. so, yea.. great hangout during the month-end.
after filling up, a huge Chatime ice-blended, now, it is time for a roomie facial treatment. Where at the end, we feel guilty over it. :PP
Saturday, May 5, 2012
life
渐渐长大
渐渐发现
人
是多么的脆弱
生命
是多么的难拿捏
人生
变化无常
下一秒等待我们的
永远是个未知
人算，不如天算
深深的
我领悟了。
朋友，
很想给你一个紧紧地拥抱
很想借你我的肩膀
可南中国海太大太广了
只能
默默地给于你精神上的支持
默默地为你祈祷一切顺利
默默的关心你
你的感受
你的打击
任何人都不能理解
表面坚强的你
内心
又是多么的软弱
加油吧！
令父在天之灵
会好好罩着你的。
他，永远在你左右。
伯父一声不响地离开
没有预告
没有征兆
或许
上天太疼他了
不让他经过病痛的难受
唤他回天国
过着安逸快乐的日子
伯父啊，
你在哪儿
要好好地看着她
为她加油
给她鼓励
她
真的
很乖
很坚强
很勇敢
:")
all the words just can't describe my feeling. unexpected, sad, pity, sorrow........ all i can say is, be grateful with the present and cherish the people you are with now.
Saturday, April 21, 2012
早晨
是要挑战自我吗？
是哪想念已久的豆浆吗？
还是哪美味的糕点？
又或是想把自己沉浸在众人中？
基于什么原因，
我想，并不重要。
重要的是，
我，
还是爱晨跑。
:)
Ss2 最佳母子奖非他们莫属！
儿子飞快地包豆浆，记顾客；妈妈忙着分豆浆，收钱儿。
偶尔，他们会有可爱的斗嘴戏，
但亲情，依然。
很爱很爱他们的豆浆，因为很纯很纯。
要喝口他们的豆浆，
没早到，没排队，
你休想。
香味传遍万里，味道排行第一
的现炸糕点摊。
和豆浆母子多年搭档，
排队的当儿，
听听他们之间的八卦，
是另类的娱乐。
本人不爱炸物，
但他们的，
我会接着吃多两口。
早晨的菜市，
和夜市没有多少不同。
唯一的是，
晨市多得是妈妈婆婆姨姨，爸爸爷爷伯伯，
夜市则挤满了年轻伙子。
晨市多了温暖的阳光，
别于夜市昏暗的灯。
老人家思想的我，
其实，
很爱，
晨市。
^^
鲜艳的花，人见人欢。
就像
美丽的人儿，众见众爱。
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