Monday, September 13, 2010

乱乱走~

woohoo~~ 2 weeks Raya holiday!!this year i didn't manage to go home, because
-1st, air ticket is so damn expensive
-2nd, there is no allowance for students 'oversea'
-3rd, my father didn't strike jackpot!
wahaha...
2 weeks, say long not long, say short not short too..
so, 就到出去走走,去逍遥,去快活,去吃喝玩乐,去花钱。。 (at the end, pokai balik college.. @@)

1st day - Saturday
MMK MARKETING DRIVE!!
even though still related to work and project, but still consider outing ma.. haha..
this time, its only MT going for the drive, and we 11 people, use 2 route of LRT, 千辛万苦,穿山越林,drive to Lengkungan Jalan Brunei. (if don't know where, go Google search! haha..)
Thanks a lot to my members, especially Marketing Director, Heng Wah for planning this drive. We manage to gain an amount of money, not much but I am satisfied. 问题不在多少,而在大家的心思付出有多少。
thank you everyone!! ^^



找钱不忘自拍。嘻!


2nd day - Sunday
GENTING TRIP!!
B4 that, thank you Lala Kit for planning the trip, and thank you everyone for inviting me. hehe.. This is the 1st time I joined them go for a holiday trip.
overall description: Fun + Fun + Cold!
Try imagine the situation.
" It's a cloudy day. A group of friend decided to visit the outdoor theme park. They go for a few exciting ride. Then, they decided to try the wet ride as they thought it wouldn't do any harm. Who knows, by the time they have their ride, it is drizzlling. The ride is no as dry as they thought. Everyone was soaked with icy cold water from head to bottom. But, they didn't give up so easily. They continue to have a few more ride. The thing is, the crowd is getting larger, and they have to wait longer, in the presence of non-stop super duper cool breeze. Everyone lips turned purple."
Can anyone imagine how cold we are?? and, this is the first time i shiver like hell. I thought my knee cap will dislocate due to the intense shake, and my jaw will never be able to open again cause I was biting my teeth so hard. haha.. luckily, I survive the cold, by the warm warm bath.. AHH~~~ and the steamboat.. haha..
Oh, another memorable thing. >>>>> 17 teenager, 1 room.
Geng ma?? haha.. and hey, its First World hotel room ya.. I think everyone realise how small the hotel rooms are, right? And even we are having the deluxe room, I don't think it is larger than the ordinary room. haha.. at the end, the room was like a sardine can, with all the sardine (us) squeezing together.
**PS: sardine is the most accurate desciption, because, our room do smell like sardine. wakaka~~ why? hmm.. go find out yourself.. :P

I am the only 1 lucky enough to get the flower!!

In the cable car~

I think the view is much better the previous years.. :(

See our luggage? A lot?


自拍自拍~我爱自拍~wakaka... Do I look like a profesional? hehe..

view from cable car next morning.

Roommates~

3rd day til dunno which day (lost count. haha!)
PENENG!!
We depart from Genting in the morning. Reach Central around noon. Then, after lunch, everyone headed back to thier hometown. Me, due to the 3 reasons above, have to leave my hometown behind. Luckily, Zhmm is kind enough to let me stay over at her house in Nibong Tebal for a few days. (and this is not the first time :P) So, that's how I end up in Peneng for 1 week.
The next day after my arrival at Peneng, we join Kexin, Wei Xiang (Ipoh) and Harn Chia (Perlis) for a one-day-Peneng Trip. We are totally very spontaneous. And daring. Haha.. Can consider it is an adventurous trip.
And, maybe Peneng has too many good food, we really had a hard time deciding where to have our meal!!
A week in Peneng = a relaxing week. Sleep early, wake naturally, eat, laksa, laze around, watch drama etc. Owh~~ how I wish everyday is a holiday.. haha..
**A very big thanks to Zhmm, for taking the trouble to tour me around without any complain. And to complete my laksa survey (check it out soon!! hehe..). *hugs*


Kek Lok Si


food food food~~ (should say laksa laksa laksa~~)


Now, body back to UM, mind wandering around.
Holiday mood still on.
T.T
Another week please~

Office, you better get my thing done! *Grr*

Saturday, September 4, 2010

Pls..

What condition o?
Now is what o?
我没有生气;
没有不爽;
没有不高兴。
完完全全没有。

为什么?
为什么这样以为?
为什么这样想?

我,还是我。
我,还是想和你们一起。
我,有时真的不想看到他。
我,没有常常想和他出去。
我,不是你们想得那样。
难道,我非粘着他不可吗?

朋友,
姐妹,
不管怎样,在我心中,还是最最最重要的。
不管以后怎样,我还是会和你们一起逛街,吃饭,疯疯癫癫。。
不管以后怎样,我,不会因此而和你们脱节。。
况且,也不会有怎样。

haiz..
pls pls pls..
求求你们,
不要再酱想了。
当我说没有,不会,不想,
i do mean it.

:)
jom tidur~

Friday, September 3, 2010

I dun wan~~

不要!
不要!
不要!
我不要成为 decision-maker。
我不要什么都是我在plan。
我不要被期望。
我不要别人看得起我。
我不要一直被依赖。
我不要!
我不要!
我不要!

有时,我真的很需要你们的意见。
有很多时候,我也想有人依赖,有人帮我做决定。
有非常非常多的时候,我不想成为你们口中的大姐大,Madam Claire, Ah Mom。。(现在还真的怀念Ah Guan叫我小智智。 hehe。。)

Argh~~
变回妈妈肚子里的baby该有多好~

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

应该~

应该是荷尔蒙失调。。
应该是烦人的考试。。
应该是炎热的天气。。
应该是无聊的课业。。
应该是闷闷的环境。。
应该是很多人生病。。
应该是繁忙后遗症。。
应该是最近较空闲。。
应该是。。。
应该。。。
。。。
。。
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。
。

心情闷闷的。。(虽然没有人看得出,很好!hiak hiak~~)
好像有很多事要烦。。but又不懂有什么要烦酱。。
好像有很多东西要做。。but又不懂要做什么酱。。
yor!!
我不要emo!!!!! 不要不要不要!!
我不要患上大家的通病!!!!!
我不要跟mummy讲电话时有那种 :"我的聲音在笑 淚在飆 電話那頭的你可知道" 的对白出现在心里!!!
我不要~~~

amabi amabi amabi~~~
好心情 好心情 好心情~~~
快快来 快快来 快快来~~~
amabi amabi amabi~~~

哈哈~~
大家,不要emo!!!!!!

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

31/08 --- 国庆日
七早八早就起床,连zhmm也是。。(奇迹hor。。haha。。)
看着天空慢慢亮,太阳慢慢起,感觉很不错的说。。 (虽然几乎每天都在看,but今天是悠悠闲闲的情况下看,feel一定不一样啦。。:P)
KL的早晨 --- 天,一样晴朗
--- 太阳,一样很亮
--- 风,一样很凉
--- 风景,对位的话,一样很好看
--- 空气,只有它,比较不好 (haze haze haze..)
这种天气,让我有在姑姑老家的feel。。
想当年,只要是假期,就会窝在她家。。(dad n mum working ma.. bo pian..)
那是,那边可以说是我第二个家了。。
hmm.. 很怀念的说~~

假期,2weeks,要到了哦。。
大家,看起来,越来越兴奋了。。(要回家了嘛。。)
朋友,已经在plan,假期要怎么度过了。。
同学,已经想好,要多颓废的赖在家里。。

唯独我,
对着那2weeks完全一点概念都没有。。
反而,
还有那么一点点不想它的到来。。(大家应该会把我杀了。haha~~)
每个人都叫我到出去玩玩看看,吃吃喝喝。。
我也想啊。。
想到处看看,逛逛,悠游。。(毕竟,人都在这了,时间也多得是。)
可是,要去哪?

住,不方便。
地方,我不熟。
人,我不好意思麻烦,毕竟,难得假期,谁会想舍弃在家的时光。。
加上,一个人,到哪儿都不好玩吧。

haiz..
留在宿舍 -- 没得吃,没有人
zhmm家 -- 不好意思 (每次都去,人家看了我都怕。。haha。。)
到处玩 -- 谁来带??
haiz..
长得这么大,第一次因为假期烦。。@@

怎么办??
how??
macam mana??
去哪里??
go where??
pergi mana??
apa sai............

(crictical thinking 这是应该很好用!haha..)

hmm..
hmm..
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其实,
我最想做的,
是,
回家。
我,
真的想家了。
T.T

Monday, August 30, 2010

这应该是现在最能代表我心声的歌吧!
反正,要讲,我也不懂怎样讲;要写,我也不会写。。
我是哑子,正在吃黄连啊~~ >.<

誰將你眼眶

染成一抹紅


誰用模糊語言輕易帶過承諾


幾度夢裡尋覓


踏遍多少愁


敢問弦月缺少了什麼



少了那一夜短暫煙火

只能懷念剎那閃爍


少了那一次流星滑落


只能將心意淡沒



我說去亦難留亦難怎麼辦

有些話只能偷偷拿出來紀念遺憾


我說愛亦難恨亦難分作兩半


有些人注定和寂寞相伴


有些人注定只能作伴


---戴佩妮 - 兩難---

Saturday, August 28, 2010

一直很想很想update我的blog,就是一直一直没有时间。。
忙什么?
考试,meeting,考试,meeting。。。
日复一日,每天都重复一样无聊又无奈的规律。。。
现在,终于有那么一点点的时间。。
but。。
要写什么??
有很多很多东西想写,想讲,but全部都不懂怎样开始。。
有开心的,有快乐的,有爽到的。。
也有烦人的,有emo的,有悲伤的。。(应该说占大部分)
有口说不去的feel,一点都不好。。
T.T

最近爱上Penny的歌。。
越听越有feel。。
还不小心发现到有些歌词还蛮能代表我的心声勒。。 haha。。
then,
就用歌曲来倾诉我的心情吧!!

“我沒有你想像中那麼堅強
我只是擅長用微笑去偽裝 不是嗎
我沒有你形容的那麼勇敢
我偶爾也會慌

我也和你一樣 曾經年少輕狂受了ㄧ點傷
我們都是一樣 相信永遠不遠
但堅持卻有點難。。”
--- 單身潛逃 ---

其实,真的,我没你们想象中酱好,酱坚强。
有时,我也撑到很累。
可是,还是要继续。
所以,有时,我语气很不好,脸很不爽的表情。
paise~~


"我這裡天快要黑了 那裡呢
我這裡天氣涼涼的 那裡呢
我這裡一切都變了
我變的懂事了
xxxxxxxx xxxx

我這裡天快要亮了 那裡呢
我這裡天氣很炎熱 那裡呢
我這裡一切都變了 我變的不哭了
xxxxxxx xxxx"
--- 怎樣 ---

最近,还很自豪的觉得自己长大了,没那么想家了。
怎知道,过两天,完全又开始想家了。
可能之前,太忙了。忙到忘了想家的feel。。
最近,因为考试,多了那么一点点时间在房间。
想家的心情,直接,POP!!
又飙了出来。。
加上,要放假了。
一直听大家要回家那兴奋的心情,真的,让我很想直接喷回家。。
haiz。。几时可以回家??
T^T


"時間快轉 它不停的快轉
旋轉我跟著旋轉
失去方向我沒有方向
迷失方向我模糊了焦點
想不通太多事情呀 就把它遺忘"
--- 時間快轉 ---

完全是我坐在考场的情况!!
明明就有读到,but当看到考卷。。
***blink blink blink***
那个题目在讲什么?
它要什么?
要怎样写??
完全blur!!头脑完全blank!!
完全在degenerate的头脑!!
完全Alzheimer!!
只能怪自己平时不用功,临时连佛脚也懒得抱。。
算了吧。。看开了。。


好啦。。就酱啦。。
讲酱多。。
嘴累,头脑累,手累,眼睛累。。
我的床,在呼唤我了~~
B BYE~~

OH OH OH~~好歌介绍 《柴米油鹽醬醋茶》 - 王力宏
完全好听!完全感动!
^^