pissed off!

I want go out, so what?? I have my own life, I have my own style. This is how I survive for so long. There is no rules and regulations that can be found in this world that stated that I have to follow your style and your way. You are you, and I am I. You have your own ways and so do I!! Why is it that I have to stay in room????? Why is it that I can't go out????? even though I am soooooooooooooo dammmmmmm free!!!!!! It's not that the time I am free people are busying.. It's not that when people are packed with jobs and I am strolling around. What you expect me to do in room? Study?? Yes, I know I have to start study, but please, I do know how to arrange my time. And if is the reason why you advice me to stay in room I will accept, but IT IS NOT!!! @#$$#$#@$@$$@$@$@$@$@$$#$##@$%@
ok then. i will use the reason next time on you!! KNS~

DAM FUCKED UP!!!!!!!!


and please, anything just tell. Don't you two tell 2 different story about the same thing.
I start to be doubting. and, I will think carefully next time before inviting. I promised.
>.<
(nidehaoxinrangwozhixi.duibuqi.)

better off to bed at this hour.
oh sh*t

周公，我等你浇熄我的火。谢谢！

occuring sem

It is just the new start of my brand new second semester, but it seems like I have been here for a damn long duration.
Things are happening too fast, until I almost unable to manage. Everything is just not as smooth as hope.
Suffering from Post-holiday syndrome. Before I have the chance to heal, problems keep on pouring down, complications can't stop rolling in.
Well, this is life, I reckoned.
And, I am being bad. Not that I steal, I snatch, I hit. Just being bloody bad in some ways. I do not intend to do so, which many may think otherwise. Whatever!
I do know that is your concern, but sorry, wrong timing. If you are in my shoes, you will know. A promise made is a promise made. Even without any payment, I will take it as lesson. Plus, I have arranged everything. And I strongly believe I am not responsible to report every single mingle of my plan. If you can't take it, then fine! I am not expecting that also.
Now, Sorry for being demanding, but I must do so. I can't bear to see what is being built the past 9 years to collapse, by myself. Sorry, I don't let you all get the enjoyable feeling that should be gained. My bad.
What I can do now, is to crossed my fingers, and hope that everything will turn out fine. Just fine is enough.
Looking forward the Chinese New Year holiday, which by then, I get the chance to escape from the hustle and bustle of the city. Get the chance to have a rest of mind. Get the chance to reconsider my steps. Get the chance to re-plan my life. I don't wish to repeat my mistakes, to regret again, to miss the chance another time, and to waste others valuable time the second time.
Oh my dear God, please shine the path in front of me, if not brightly, as least less dim. Thank you very much, dear The Mighty!

OH! Dear Claire, do hang on!








How's everyone back there? I miss you all dam lot!!
T.T

Super girl!

好希望

我
是无敌超人.
酱
就可以
顺顺利利
打倒一切.


我要变超女!!

2011~

2010 就酱结束了。
2011 就酱来临了。

2010，过得也算精彩。
学业，虽然没有很好，但，至少低空飞过。无心向学还能不用和juniors一起上课，应该谢天谢地了。哈哈。。
人际关系，不懂算好还是不好，可我还满意。我得罪的人，请原谅我的无知及直言。与我为伍的朋友，真的，谢谢你们的相伴。
健康，完全很好！！在外读书，更本没严重病过，最多也是24小时就痊愈的伤风，为期3-4天的眼睛敏感。嘻嘻。。
课外活动，虽然没有很稳，简直是摇摇欲坠，但，马马虎虎还是熬过了一半。谢谢，谢谢，谢谢帮我的同伴，感恩，感恩，感恩协助我的学长，珍惜，珍惜，珍惜支持我的朋友！没有你们，我，真的会放弃了。

2011，会是怎样的一年？
期待一切会比2010好。
希望一切顺顺利利。
盼望一切如愿以偿。
家人，但愿他们健健康康，快快乐乐。
朋友，但愿他们万事顺利，心想事成。
世人，但愿他们生活安乐，平平安安。

2011，
我,会善用你！

唯智，新一年，好好加油咯～
^^

I am so so so so so so reluctant to pack!!
T.T
I start missing everyone and everything here......

Lazy-ing

I am lazy to turn on my laptop.
I am lazy to online.
I am lazy to post about my family holiday.
I am lazy to surf through facebook.
I am lazy to think.
I am lazy to activate my brain.
I am lazy to speak in a sensible way.
I am lazy to meet anyone out there.

LAZY LAZY LAZY!!
I AM JUST VERY LAZY!!

and most importantly, I am lazy to pack!
darn it!

Marriage

姐姐的朋友结婚了！！
第一反应：‘好早！’
姐：‘会咩？’
会啦。才22 wor。。
姐：‘都在一起酱久了。’
几久？
姐：‘7-8年有了e。。’
har?! 酱久了啊～～不觉得hor。。。
姐：‘所以啦。。’
=.=所以什么？在一起久了，一定要结婚咩？
姐：‘要不然？’ （翻白眼）

walao!!什么态度。。。。。hng~
你长辈。你老。不跟你计较。。haha!! :P

hmm...
22岁结婚，会不会太早了？

结婚，确实很幸福。
那种归属感，那种“这辈子你就属我”的感觉，真的，非墨笔能形容。
每次见证两对新人共结连理，对彼此许下陪伴对方一辈子承诺，都会为他们觉得高兴，兴奋，甚至感动到鸡皮疙瘩。虽然他们只是身边的亲戚，朋友，有时还是不认识的人。

甜蜜的承诺，幸福的结合，应该是每个人，不管现在是SA或NA的梦想。
然而，结婚背后所必需承担的重任，大家可曾想过？

结婚，并不是两个人因爱而生活在一起这样简单。
从最基本的层次分析吧。
结了婚，两个人就要住在一起了。
对方的生活方式，生活习惯，你接受得到吗？（比方，睡前不爱刷牙，睡觉打鼾，爱挖鼻屎。。。）
不喜欢另一半这样的习惯，那样的处理方式，要怎么办？
对他交朋友，待朋友有意见，要如何？
常听长辈说：“两个人啊～在一起了，就要容忍。人一步海阔天空嘛。。吵架，伤和气，没用的。你让一步，我让一步，不就好了。”
真的，有酱容易吗？
血气方刚的你，准备好这样做了吗？

再上一层吧。
结婚，就等于两个家庭的结合。
从此，你在两个家庭里都有了角色，也就是说，你必须背下两个家庭里的责任。
为人丈夫，你该如何孝敬岳父岳母，同时不忽略家父家母？娘家的人，不喜欢我，怎么办？娘家，也许给家用嘛？
为人妻子，同样的，你该如何做？家公家婆的刁难，要怎样面对？如果真的像电视剧里那样闹婆媳不和，how？

再来。
结婚，目的就是建立一个属于你们两个人的家庭。
看到爸妈辛苦建立的家，或许，我们会觉得没这么难。一个家罢了嘛，买个房，买个车，生一两个孩子。就酱咯～
hey~~没这么容易啊！
买房子，买车子，分期付款，谁来付？两人的工钱，扣除家用，够吗？
生孩子，买奶粉，买婴儿用品，谁来买？
单单钱的方面，已经够伤脑经了。。
更不用说，谁来带孩子？孩子要怎样带？？怎样确保他们好好长大？孩子叛逆期，怎样做？？还有很多很多很多。。。。。。。。

结婚，不像小时玩的家家酒。我喜欢你，我就跟你结婚。不喜欢了，吵架了，“我和你分手！”就一了百了。
现实社会，结婚，黑字白纸清楚记载着。从前下结婚证书的当下，
你，就属于她的丈夫，他们的另一个儿子，她兄姐的弟弟，她弟妹的哥哥，她亲戚的表/堂兄/弟。。。。。
妳，就属于她的妻子，他们的另一个女子，他兄姐的妹妹，他弟妹的姐姐，他亲戚的表/堂姐/妹。。。。。
从此，任何表格，你的marital status就是married。
还有很多很多地方，场合，情景，你的身份他她的不一样了。

所以说，结婚，真的不简单。
不是闹着玩的。
不是你我爽，你我乐，一时冲动就去做的事。
不是你我不爽，不要了，不爱了，要离婚就离婚的事。

结婚，那给人甜而不腻的人生大事，背后所跟随的责任，没有想象中的简单。
that’s why, I say, 22岁结婚，会不会太年轻，太早？
他们，准备好了吗？

姐：“你想太多了！你管人。人家可能准备好了勒。”
O。。。
:P
讲酱多，好像自己懂很多酱。。
blek..aiya...真的嘛。。这是我的想法嘛。。。
好咯。就当我假期太清闲，脑子没事做，想多多咯。。
hng~~

ei ei ei...大家别误会啦。。
我不是抗拒结婚啦。只是，忍不住想多了。
haha... 原谅我。假期太废了。


在这，不忘恭喜我姐姐的好友，我的小学学姐，我的中学学姐的妹妹，中学学长的老婆的妹妹 - 沈新秀 and 她的丈夫， TOM 新婚快乐！！！！！恭喜恭喜呀!! ^^
May you two be blessed forever and ever~~



好啦！bye~
我要去见周公了。




Ps: 没事不用一直sms的吧。。不是我无心，是我根本没有心。 >.<

Claire's Holiday Routine

Claire's Holiday Routine at Home @ Miri

1) Eat and eat and eat like there is no tomorrow
2) Sleep and sleep and sleep as if I have not slept for 1 whole year
3) Watch and watch and watch the television until it is so heated up
4) Dream and stare and continue dreaming like an idiot
5) Read and read and read the novels again and again as if they are newly bought

and the cycle continue~~

end up with a round face, fat tummy and lazy heart......