Tuesday, April 12, 2011

歌。

很乱很乱的心,听什么都emo.. 哈哈。。
为什么这些歌听了一百次还是酱感动?
T.T


谢谢你的温柔~

谢谢你看得起我,可是对不起,我承受不了。。



保持微笑~

请你放过我吧。我想保留我那唯一引以为傲的唯智笑容。



他还不懂~

为什么他怎样讲还是不懂?谁可以让他懂?求你们让他懂~~



雨天~

谁能体谅我有雨天?任何人体谅,任何人懂都没用。因为让我有雨天的人还是不懂。 >.<



开始懂了~

我开始懂什么叫彷徨无助。我开始懂被逼至墙角的感觉。我要窒息了。。



你不会~

你不会,你不会,你不会知道我有多无奈。你不会,你不会,你不会了解我的心结。



遇见~

好怀念中学的feel 哦。。那时参活动完全自由,完全爽。。没人逼你做你不爱做的事。



诱惑的街~

你有什么心结难解,尽然不放过我?你让我这个从来不承认有心结的人,有了一个超复杂的心结。。


不听了。
读书读书读书。。。
我的眼在看书,心在飘~

F**K!

I AM TOTALLY PISSED OFF!!

WTF!

after a night sleep (which i don't sleep well n less than 5 hrs! dam!) i thought everything will return to normal, and i will gain back my sensibility. which, do not!!
i woke up feeling quite fresh, and was relieved that i am able to concentrate on my study.
i went to class feeling not bad, and was glad that i listen in class, though sometime i floated away, which is a norm actually.
i walked back to the study room with normal feel, and was glad i manage to finish up a set of notes.
i went to the eating hall feeling fine, but when i saw the Mak Cik DU, my anger just flared up.
sorry Mak Cik DU. it is not your fault, i knew, and realised. but then i just cant stop relating everything you all done back to the DAMN silly college admin.
WTH. i spend my precious time, not bother to bath after class just to spill this out! you are the first one to make me do so, and i think you wil be the only one. Fuck!

1st, why you need to check the card makan? which outsider will be so 'DUH' silly and come and eat the DU food that SUCKS!? you should be glad we staying in the college still visit the hall, or else you will need to swallow everything by yourself!

2nd, why you need to lock d small gate at 7pm SHARP, and the large gate 12am SHARP? rationality? to prevent outsider? OH HELL!! as if someone who really intend to enter your college don't know how to climb the fence. as if they only know how to walk straight through the big gate but not the small side door. as if they can't enter in the morning and hide there till night. as if the WORKERS in your college are all martians. IRRATIONAL ACT! CHILDISH! then why don't you hired a security? what? insufficient budget? oh...... I c. the money we paid and the money government support just vanish in the thin air right? *puff* and now you don't see them because "they are used to maintain the college welfare". so called maintained.. BULLSHIT!!!

3rd, why the change of the norm, the tradition? why can't you just follow what is being followed and obeyed for i think at least 5 years? why you are sooo boastful to change everything? 'erm, because we think that they are unnecessary.' well, F U! a project wont survive for such a long time if it is UNNECESSARY!! 'erm, because we think by that both parties will benefits. you will have more budget.' well, another F U!! double F U!! budget! how much you give? a merely RM 2000 that is insufficient for even a project to run 2 large project? no wonder you have a 'PHD'!!

4th, before stating it out, i will like to give you 7 letters. plus a free exclamation mark. you are welcome!
""FUCK YOU!""
what is the HELL that make you think that we should be the director next year? WHAT THE FUCK! experience? experience is what you learn, DUMMY! if you don't let the next batch try out, how they gain experience? KNS~ it will be useful for my future? HELLO, SILLY HEAD! a year of experience is MORE THAN ENOUGH!! F!! and why do you abolished the ex-officio post?? SHIT YOU!! if you think being a director is so fucking easy, come, i let you be it!! no, i don't need anything in return, you can have the position as long as you wish!! and, do you remember this phrase :'there will be no ex-officio post next year, my dear.' WAPIANG!!!!!!!! WHAT THE HELL!!!! WHO IS YOUR DEAR?????????? MIND YOUR WORDS!!!!!!
WALAO EH!!!!! my anger just can't be calmed. F**K!
F! F! F!
i need a huge huge enormous glass of icy cold water!!!!!!!!! i need ice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WTF! WTH!
KAN NI NIA!! BU KI MA!!! DAMN HOLLY SHIT!!

hmmph!!!!!!!
listen to this song, which i will really really like to dedicated it to you!
F U !






** mummy and daddy and for others who are unrelated, please do forgive me for all the rude words. T.T
i am sorry. but i had run out of words.

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

MYOB!!

Very very very confusing. 很乱很乱很乱。 Must blame the weather!! Very very very very very hot!!

We are in the tropical country. The weather should be warm and humid. But it is not now!! it is totally HOT (but not sexy, thanks.) and dry. Crispy dry.

Ok. I admit. I admit I am wrong in the first place. i should mind my own business. But, please do give me a chance to explain.

My explaination:

- 1st, I am so guilty for being unhelpful. I know you need opinions, but I cant give much through that wireless thingy. Plus, I don’t know what is available out there. And, I don’t have much fashion sense. Do forgive me for that. And do forgive me for my lack of opinions.

- 2nd, I am so guilty for leaving you out there wandering and searching, aimlessly, in a sea of similar stuffs. I know the feeling.’ Everything seems ok, everything seems fine, but there should be a better one later.’ And I also know another feeling, ‘ I think it is nice, how about you?’ but there will be no one answering. =.= ‘oh, damn!’ please forgive me for not being there. not that I don’t want, but the situation is not allowing me. Sorry.

- 3rd, I really don’t know how are things getting out there. but I am certain that you are exhausted, if not physically, it is mentally. (oh, shut! It is juz MY feeling.) that’s why I suggest a temporary stop for the No.11 bus. Let the heated up tyres have a sip of cool fluid. Let the heaty engine enjoy a breeze, before continuing the journey. But I guess the driver wont think so. (OK, IT IS MY SILLY GUESS, AGAIN!) so, I think the driver beside will help. Because, sometime, 3rd party opinion falls on soft ears, unlike the direct concerned person. So, due to my silly guessing and assumption, I turn to the 3rd party. I know, I know, and I am certain, I SHOULDN’T! I know I know I know, I should just let it be. But, I really hope the bus will cool down, so that the bus will have a better sense of direction. Who knows, it ruins. It turns out the opposite way.

Oh, good! I know whatever explanations done now are in vain. Useless. Hopeless. Meaningless. So, I will just apologise and keep quiet. Till the bus is willing to pick me up again. And I doubt when is it. oh, serve you right. So next time, just mine your own business!! You might as well save that 1 sentence. Or should I say, 1 letter?

To the bus driver, I am so sorry. Here, I will like to apologise sincerely. Whether you accept it or not, I have no high hope on it. because, I know you will be totally frustrated. But, please do believe me, i don’t have any bad meaning. I know, you will say:’no need!i am doing just fine. And I know what I am doing.’ Sorry. With tones of apologies.

Do take care, my dear. Please fill your water tank with more fluid to ease your heaty engine. Please don’t condemned at this time.

‘Sorry don’t cure. If it does, policemen should be extinct!’ >.<

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

ABC d e f g ..........

supposedly, i should be doing other stuffs rather than sitting here blogging. but my heart for all those is stolen by a thief when i am asleep. he left a note telling me he will return it to me after my breakfast, so, at the meantime, i will just kill my waiting time with blogging. (Excellent reason, right? :P)

hmm.. still practicing to improve my food blogs. as a revision, let's have a brief one.

on 1 random Sunday afternoon (i think so.. haha..). the weather was indescribably warm. 2 young ladies were craving for a bowl of ABC to cool themselves down. as it was a sunday, all mamak stall in the campus were closed. and wasn't it irrational to take a bus to the nearest town to have a bowl of ice? LOL. end up, they went to a typical mamak stall that sells cendol, ABC and rojak mamak next to a KFC outlet nearby.
(some may think:'Oh Gosh! it is so hot, and you all walk there just for a tiny bowl of condensed water? how insane!' -------- well, when the craving comes, it is explainable.)

they settled down with a bowl of cendol and ABC. not much to comment about. they were not the best the 2 ladies have before. but, they were not bad either. for RM1.50, you can't expect much ingredients except the basic ones to be found. oh, the red bean is a highlight though. :)


ABC



cendol

shared a bowl of mee rojak between them. ordered a person's portion, but it when it came, it can certainly fed 4 people. LOL. piled up with prawn fritters, fried tofu, and yellow noodles, loaded with their special rojak sauce, it was quite nice. you may require the sauce to be separated if you don't like your rojak to be mushy as you devoured it. (well, still prefer the black sauce rojak more..haha..)


mee rojak

UM folks out there, if you have a sudden crave for ABC and cendol, give it a try! maybe you can spend the time chit-chatting after the tea-time while waiting for dinner, and head for KFC!! ^^


the ladies afternoon tea~



tada~ the 2 young ladies~~ (weewit!)



发现一首好歌 - A-Lin 逃避没有不好


"逃避沒有不好 太理智想犯罪突然變虛偽"
真的,有时候逃避, 并不是一件坏事。
人太理智,人生反而会变得无趣。

没有EMO啦!dui!好歌要分享嘛~~

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

空。

空虚 - 最近的心情就是如此。
不要问我为什么,因为我也不知道。可能,突然多了很多时间出来吧。
从进大学起,空闲的时间好像还蛮少的。活动 + 学业 = 忙。
虽然有时只是盲目的忙,但,至少还有事做。
注意力还是会被分散。头脑还有很多东西想。
不是说现在没事做,没东西想啦。
功课,考试,阿塞门 - 没间断过。
就只是,时间多了点。 也许,活动少了。
多出来的时间,要做什么?
有人应该会说:读书啦。’ >> 可以不要吗?一直读一直读会疯掉的。至少我会。
也会有人说:出去玩啦。’ >> 我已经很常出去了。kl还有哪儿可以去?
当然:去看戏。也是人家宝贵的意见。 >> 有什么戏好看?
aiyaya。。我好像怨妇哦。=.=
时间多了,头脑就会胡思乱想了。心,就会慢慢飘回家了。
简单一句,想家咯。
每个周末,就会看到人家大包小包,兴高采烈地回家,
再大包小包,在家人的陪同下浩浩荡荡地回宿舍。
多幸福的人儿啊。羡慕死我啦~
这个星期,或许是因为cbc trip突然取消了,全部人时间太多,纷纷回家去。
呜呜~~我也好想回哦。
好想逃离这乱乱的首都,好想找个地方躲起来, 可是我能去哪儿?
本想说和zhmm回她家去,但是,好像不是很好酱。
1)无缘无故为什么去干扰人?
2)人家回家是要休息,要和家人一起,干嘛像赖皮胶酱黏人?
3)晕车。还呕不够咩。。
4)一去一来不用钱啊?躲在房间钱不会咬你!
=.=
结果,这个念头直接严重性减低。
haih.......
只能告诉自己,忍忍吧。游子,是酱的咯。
要不然人家说每逢佳节倍思亲。虽然现在不是什么节日。
躲在房间,也不错嘛。至少,想睡就睡,想上网就上网,想吃就吃。
蛮写意的生活嘛。。。>< 好啦好啦。再讲下去,就真的变怨妇啦。我可青春的很啊~ 哈哈!
这个拜六礼拜,谁人有事做?还是谁MIRI人,回来KL
来找我啊。我带你去玩。LOL!
最近一定是大姨妈来看我,所以我的荷尔蒙乱了方向。球球你们原谅我啦~

~.~


我讨厌把自己放在四四方方的空间。很窒息

Cosy Dining~

still remember my recent post saying that we (zhmm and me, plus meanmean at the last minute) planned to search for the 4 Happy Seasons Restaurant @ Wangsa Maju? well.. we did went there. in fact, it is nearer to the Sri Rampai lrt station than that of Wangsa Maju. it takes a few minute (hey, it is not more than 20 minutes what... haha..) to walk there from the station. the sun is glaring that day. but maybe it is due to the excitement and the anticipation we have towards the restaurant, we did not complain about the blaze. unusual, eh? haha..

so, on we walk n walk n walk.. a little bit of searching.. finally, we reached the shop lot where it is suppose to be located. 'ei, where is it? it is suppose to be here.' i said as i keep looking around. suddenly, my 6th sense told me to look up. hey, that is the signboard. but........ the doors are all tightly closed. "WE CLOSE FOR RENOVATION." this is what i saw next. OMG! they are closed!! since when?? for renovation?? isn't that too 'coincidence'? zhmm was so so so so so disappointed that she keep 'why? why? hello.. please open the door.. i don't care........' LOL... aiks! our fate! what to do? so, after a few photo of the restaurant, and a promise to return, we left it.


closed door!!

owh.. too bad!


d 3 exhausted girl~

hmm... so now how? we have to find a place for lunch. but where? no one has an idea. seldom read any food blog regarding this place. maybe it is too far away. with no choice, we hold the hope to at least search a quite decent place to have a meal. initially, saw a place selling pizza. half way heading towards it, saw another place which we all agreed immediately. that is why we found ourselves here - THE COSY PLACE.


the Cosy Place

it is not a large restaurant. in fact, it can be regarded as a coffee house. the decoration mimics those in the western country, where ladies will gather and have their afternoon tea while catching up with each other. its name do resemble its environment. cosy, quiet, comfort..... nice setting! even its toilets are well designed. haha...




nice interior design!


we quickly found us a seat at a corner. maybe it is still early (for afternoon tea,i mean), the whole shop belongs to us. hmm.... never mind. better than crowded. it is a fusion shop, in fact. western and local food are served. you may also choose to order dishes to go with white rice just like at a chinese restaurant. not in a mood for western food, i ordered myself a sweet and sour chicken rice, while both of my sista have grilled spring chicken in BBQ sauce.




taking photos while waiting for food.. typical girl~ :P

the rice i had was nice. the chicken cubes are well marinated. the meat was so tender, even though they are fried. the sauce do capture my attention. unlike some other shop, which either is too sour or too sweet, this restaurant's is well balanced. served together with cubes of pineapple, tomatoes and capsicum, it do remind me of mum's cooking. :) well done!


my orange juice


and a huge plate of rice


^^

the grilled spring chicken both of them have turned out to be humongous. half of the spring chicken are on each plate!! it is served with a serving of mash-potato and vegetables. the taste? EXCELLENT!!! the chicken was well grilled. from the look of the chicken, one may think it was overly done, but no! the meat was so tender and moist. even the breast meat was juicy. great skill! they adore the mash-potato too. unlike others, this mash-potato has small cubes of potatoes in it. totally results in different texture from the fast food one's.


their grilled spring chicken. huge!


she can't wait to sink her teeth in the chicken!


:)


shared a sorbet after our meal. so so..... and quite pricey. half a lemon-sized cost RM7.90. @@


nice! but the price :(


pink guava and orange juice


snack, which cost RM2. compulsory served, i assumed

expected to pay quite an amount for the food we had. since it is a coffee house, and the serving is huge, especially the chicken chop (till they thought they will never stop eating, and the meat are regenerating. lol..). but it seems we worried too much. the price, if not cheap, can be said to be reasonable. mine only cost around RM7-8, while theirs cost only RM18. WOW!!

chinese proverbs: 塞翁失马,焉知祸福. the 4 happy season does not welcome us, but we found another great place. hmm... lucky day, not?


posing~


posing~


and more posing~
hey, you not satisfied with your meal?
haha...




saw this restaurant. run by malay. military theme. all the employee wore like PLKN trainee.






我不出声,不代表我没想法,而是我懒得解释。
我不埋怨,不代表我没怨言,而是我不想表示懦弱。
我不反驳,不代表我认输接受,而是我不想伤和气。
我体谅你的当儿,你可成为我想过?
嘻嘻哈哈的助词,是我掩饰的策略。
但是,策略都有失效的一天。

Saturday, March 12, 2011

Udon Fever

"good morning~
good morning
morning to you~
good morning~
good morning~
to you and to me~"
- Nursery rhyme (known it since i am a kid)

Saturday is here again. looking from my window, today's weather should be nice. a weekend with no plan and no due assignments, reports, presentations. i am not showing off. there are stuffs to be done, lessons to be revised, but hey, aren't we doing these all the times? so, they are not plans. assignments and reports and presentations are non-stop in a university student's life. so, there is no exact due date. haha!!

planned an outing with zhmm (it is her again, so what? zhmm, you wont blame me for keeping you with me, hor? :P) going to search for the 4 Happy Season Restaurant @ Wangsa Maju. heard zhmm say it for a week. i tried to search online before that but in vain. why? because, i search it @ Tasik Selatan. another why? better ask that Ms Zhmm for more details. LOL. well, if you want to know updates about our search, stay tuned please. hopefully, will update it ASAP.

before that, main intention today - our itinerary on last Thursay (10/3). we have really short class that day (me 2 hrs, zhmm 1 hrs). the mood of going out is so strong. let us put the blame on those coursemates who went for Jogoya. haha.. not joining them because we had tried it before, during study week last semester! (APPLAUSE pls~~) so, spontaneously, planned to have a late lunch of Udon mee @ Jaya 1. kill 2 birds in one stone. 1)avoid the DU seafood delight menu 2) we are going out afterall. HAHA!!

this shop is tucked in a small corner @ Jaya 1. may miss it as it is hidden by a bistro in front. tried this shop, specialized in Udon mee before that. fell under its skirt immediately. the Udon Mee is just so bouncy!! it is as if the long long Udon Mee is jumping up and down when you chewed it. (ok, i know i am exaggerating :P) the broth is so tasty. slightly salty, with a hint of sweetness from the miso. some may find the soup based udon tasteless. but for me, it is wonderful.

our lunch:
zhmm - curry udon + 1 half 'raw' egg + 1 green tea (refillable) = RM10
me - original soup udon + 1 half 'raw' egg = RM7
can you believe that?? with a bowl of udon and so many side dish, it only cost less than RM10!! you can't even find this price at the so called famous and cheapest Japanese fast food restaurant - SK. and they taste far better than that sold there.


all these only cost RM20!

zhmm's curry udon is rich with the flavour of Japanese curry. the taste is so rich. cubes of carrot (not mushroom ya, zhmm) are all over the udon. adding in 1 half ‘raw' egg (mainly because zhmm can't stand the 'egg'y smell if eaten alone) makes the bowl of udon a slippery slurppy dish. yum yum!!


Curry Udon


mine, even though comprises of only clear broth with udon, is nice too. the warm broth really delights me. hope that i can have more of it. (you can, by adding RM1) adding a few dash of chilli flakes mixed with sesame seeds and miso, 1 just cant stop but keep on sipping and slurping in the udon.


Original Soup Udon

shared a stick of Dando with red bean. Dango - glutinous rice flour ball. something like TangYuan but much much stickier. hmm.. don't really appeal to us. theonly thing i like about it is the red bean. well, red bean never fails on me. :)


Dango with Red Bean

here, everything is self-serviced. you have to ordered at a computer near the entrance. just touch on the screen whatever you want and whatever you want to add, press 'order', get the slip, pay at the counter, wait for your food, then take it to your table. don't forget your cup, if you ordered drinks. you may help yourself with the green tea in the jug, as much as you want.

they also serve Kakiage during lunch time. but be there early or else you will miss it. other than that, Yakitori (something similar to skewer) are available only after 5pm. will certainly go back to try out other stuffs there!!