Monday, July 11, 2011

great hangout + huge craving

Should I be happy? because i will have a few days of holiday due to my cell death? LOL..
anyway, thanks to the sudden death of this batch of cells, i got the chance to meet up with my bestie, Ke Yan dear~ ^^ should be meeting up her more since it is not easy for her to visit KL. but the silly Bersih rally locked me at home on Saturday, and the already-dead-cells locked me in lab the whole Sunday!! A Series of Unfortunate Event! haha.. however, really have great fun hanging by her side the whole afternoon and night. with her, i am the younger sister, which i seldom have the chance to be so. listen to her story, see her browsing over the clothes, owh~ i just simply miss her a lot! hopefully she will have more chance to come here. Ke Yan, come come!! next time you come we go eat Snowflake, eat Cupcakes, eat Jojo, go Amcorp buy cheap cheap book, go Tropicana, go One Utama....................... And yea.. she cure a bit of my homesick. thanks my dear~ muaks!! Ohya, hope you and him don't always quarrel la.. if he bullies you, tell me!!! hehe.. even though can't do much, but you always have my moral support ya~

Hanging out with her is great!!

Shopping mode is starting to turn on. Oh Oh~~ a bad sign. :P
There are just too much to be owned, but too little to spend.
List of thing in mind:
1) a purse
2) a handbag
3) a set of cosmetic
4) 1 or 2 pants/short pant
5) skirts
6) some formal wear
7) a camera
and that's only a tiny part of it. haha..
hmm, should i pamper myself?
why is it always so hard to buy something for myself? i always wonder.. i will just buy anything for mum, dad, sis and bro, without further thinking. but when it is for me, i will need to reconsider sooo many time till i end up buying nothing. haha.. WHY?!
ok. promise myself. thenext time i have my pay, i will buy something for myself. what will it be?? hmmm...............................................................................................................

yea.. most probably, just a CLEO magazine. After I finish, sis can read ma... LOL!!!!!

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

A Lot To Be Said~

我亲爱的preadipocytes啊。。我求求你们啊。。不要爽不爽就死掉可以吗?
我对你们酱好,酱温柔,酱细心呵护;慢慢地,小心的把你们seed进小小的well;再让你们温温暖暖的在incubator里面睡觉,你们,为什么会死掉??!!
你们知道吗?你们死掉,我不只很难向巫妈妈交代,还很难继续我的research啊。。。等下人家做完了,回家了,快乐四处玩游,就剩我一个人孤零零在四面白得恐怖的lab里面,弯腰驼背在hood前面做research,你们,舍得咩~~~
LOL, as if all the cells know what I am talking about. Well, this is what going on recently with my research project. The cells seems to behave against our will. They were proliferating quite nice initially, but they are starting to protest now. First, they get contaminated. Well, may be it is because our wrong pipetting technique. Next, they are dead! What actually happen??? If things keep on getting wrong, Prof Umah say we need to "modify" our research "slightly". Oh.. can we, please, don't come to that stage?
So, please, my dear preadipocytes~~ Please give us a chance~~ yea, we know you all are protesting because we are just using you all as trial, but, without you all, we can't proceed to our own batch of new cells. Please, you don't know how IMPORTANT you all are to us!!
**Cross my fingers, bow my head, Dear Lord, please guide me through all this.**

诶,亲爱的你们,不是我要讲啦,可是,你们也可以有点自知自明吧。。地板上都是一条条黑黑的蚯蚓,你们不觉得恶心的吗?那个地板踏下去脚都会被粘着的状况,你们不觉得很恼人吗?那个差点让人滑倒的厕所地板,不让你们跳脚吗?好啦,我洁癖啦。可我到处都穿着拖鞋走,没直接和地板有近距离的接触都觉得恐怖,你们赤脚的,还很能顶。佩服佩服~~
I just cant understand. yea.. it is my problem maybe. I admit, I have slight 洁癖症. i can't stand hairs all over the floor, I can't stand the floor not mopped for 1 week, and i can't stand the toilet floor that is starting to accumulate slimy stuff. I mean, aren't housechores be a weekly, if not a daily, stuff to be done? Ya ya.. I am too over i know. Sorry.。 I know I am only a tenant for a few months so I don't have the right to voice out. Never mind. I can bear with it. Let me do everything for this few months, after all, I don't hate house chores. Should be glad doing it, because it means, I have a place to stay~ ^^ How nice, rather than hiding under the bridge.

第一,二个星期
"Hello, have a try of our Scott Emulsion." "Hello, 要不要试一下Scott Emulsion?" "This is Scott Emulsion. It is very good for your child. It contains........ DHA, EPA.......good for brain.........build immunity..........."
第三个星期
"Hello, 小姐,找卫生棉吗?" "Hello, may i know what are you looking for?" "Hello, cari pad?" "What brand do you usually use? Do you want to try our brand?" "Libresse is a pad with its unique design....no leakage.....adjust with your movement....soft.....no feeling......"
第四,五个星期
"Hello, have a try of our Scott Emulsion." "Hello, 要不要试一下Scott Emulsion?" "This is Scott Emulsion. It is very good for your child. It contains........ DHA, EPA.......good for brain.........build immunity..........."
第六个星期
"Hello, have a try of our Anlene Concentrate." "Hello, 要不要试一下Anlene Concentrate?" "This is Anlene Concentrate. It has four rimes more calcium than a glass of milk. It contains........ calcium.......good for bone, especially us, ladies............."
This is what I am basically doing over my weekends. I, joined the promoter world. HIAK HIAK~~ never thought i will become one, since I am against it since don't know when. However,due to many reason, mostly because of $$ and the damn boring weekend, I eventually become one. Been promoting a few stuff. Learn a lot. Make a lot of friends, ranging from younger ones to elder ones. Talk a lot. Smile a lot. Gained a lot knowledge in terms of public transport. haha.. However, I have stop becoming one now. Reason, I have reached my initial crucial target (can anyone recall it? hehe..) and, I am kinda tired of going here and there, go out 2 hours earlier and back at midnight cause of waiting for buses. It just drained every strain of energy you have! Yea yea, i know, money is not easy to be earned. I never thought so. It is just that I prefer fixed location, and nearer place. That's why,I am going to start at GongCha this week onwards! not an easy job, and not a good pay (in fact, just around half of that as promoter. =( ), but never mind. my second target is not that rush, and this job interest me more! Some more, whenmy research actually start, it is more convenient for me to go for work. Hopefully, things will turn out well.
**fingers crossed. head bowing.** again. :P

二十岁,我才刚刚开始我的大学生涯。二十岁,我的人生越来越多姿多彩。二十岁,我回到家还会向爸爸妈妈撒娇。二十岁,我很久很久还会发一张好人卡。二十岁,我偶尔还会像想不要长大,永远呆在爸妈身边。所以,当我听到蕃薯藤关系的堂妹要结婚了,眼睛简直就要掉出来!!二十岁,太小了吧?
I just cant imagine, how can a girl aged twenty be married? Ok, lets excluded those committed an "accident". haha.. 23,24 i heard before.but 20. isn't it too young? Some more, it is a girl from a quite conservative family. At first, i thought her mother might be against it, but, no! I am SHOCKED!! her mother totally AGREE it!! she even praised the guy. oh... so, the guy is rich, he treat your daughter nicely, he has a good job, but how long do you know him? I mean, they are just in a relationship for 1 year! If your daughter is older, maybe she can see him clearly. but 20! I JUST CANT IMAGINE! Well, again, it is non of my business and i know i don't have the right to comment on it, but, i just cant help it. Please forgive me.... anyway, i still think 20 i sway too young. for me, i wont step into the church so fast. i still have a lot to be done. I haven't earned enough, travel enough, play enough to get settle (or should i say, secured? LOL!) down. No way! (and i just told my mum I don't want to get marry. 我要爸爸妈妈养我一辈子~~haha!!)

bla bla bla.....
I still have a lot to say, but they are just bits and pieces. not worth to be mentioned. haha~~
oh, ya!
Sekinchan or Pulau Ketam?
Please help~~
haha~~

everyone,
Have a nice day, nice week, nice month, nice year.........
=P

Monday, June 27, 2011

T_________T

很突然
很突然
很突然
很突然
很突然

没有原因
没有理由
没有道理
没有为什么
没有想怎样





我想回家


真的
真的
真的
真的
真的


我现在想回家!


T____________T


Papa & Mummy, I miss you all a lot.....
i want your hug,
i want to kiss you
i want your morning afternoon and good night kiss
i want you to listen to me
papa
i want sit at your lap
i want lie at your tummy when we watch tv
i want to sit with you at the back lawn
i want you to touch my head
i want you to feed me with all the titbits you are eating
i am even willing to smell your smoke now!!
mummy
i want to lie beside you
i want you to ask me and that
i want you to kiss me every now and then
i want you to nag me
i want you to pinch me at my n**p**
i want to stick with you when you online
i want your hug when we talk in the bed
i am even willing to let you chase me to bed in the middle of the night now!!

DAMN~~
what is happening??

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

放下

放下,
就是用大脑,
控制连去那握着东西的手的神经,
指示它们放轻松,
好让周围的肌肉不再紧绷,
呈现松弛的状态,
让手指一节节的骨头得以伸直。
没有了摩擦力,
手中的东西依据牛顿地心引力之道理,
就会掉下,
这时候就看你,
是要那个东西落地开花,
还是安然无恙,
来决定你放下那东西的地方,高度,力度。

放下,
其实,
也要很多道理,
对吧?

Monday, June 20, 2011

双亲节快乐~~

xx张RM50握在手上是什么感觉?
“Erm。。酱咯。一叠比较厚一点的纸咯。”(拽爆!!哈哈~~)
第二次从户口按了xx张RM50出来。还是有点怕怕。哎呀,不能怪嘛。平时哪里有酱的机会按,又不是百万身家出生。。。。。LOL!(第一次就甭说了,完全意外。=.=!)
那酱多钱出来做么?shopping ar?
是咯~而且是在一家店用完。厉害吧。。。是不是证明了女人都是购物狂的讲法?
“有人开始败家咯。。tzk tzk tzk。。。悲哀啊~~”
怎样?不爽啊?我喜欢。要你管。hng~~ :P
到底买了什么酱神秘??
蒋蒋蒋蒋~~~~~塔拉!
就是这个!!
uMama~~


& uVision~~

其实一直想买样东西给Papa和Mama的,就是不懂要买什么。买补品,那个Papa一定说他很健康啦,不用吃啦留给老婆吃。让后勒,那个Mummy就会讲她现在在吃这个补那个补,不敢一次吃酱多,又怕吃了会有后遗症。结果勒,买了就会放在那边堆灰尘,等着变古董。不是我assume,是有证据的。看看我两年前从老远的Labuan买回来得养命酒和DOM酒就懂了。两瓶,我看他们最多和两口。>.<
所以这次,我要买一个放在那边随时随地都方便用的东西。又没有后遗症,又不麻烦,又舒服的东西。看他们还敢不敢搁在那边,等它生孩子!哈哈。。。。。还有,因为我不在家,没人帮Mummy按摩,所以她应该会很常用的说。(大姐?你要她按?呵呵。。慢慢等咯~~阿弟?除非不能上网,除非下雨他不能去打球,除非他心血来潮,不然,你要他按?如果你耐他碎碎念的话就没问题。没用的两个家伙!)Papa更不用讲了。只有他帮Mummy按,从来没有反过来的事。哈哈~~女强人啊~~~~(以后我也要酱!)
这次花钱真的有爽到。虽然说花了很多(真的很多。but是和大姐一人一半,其实还好啦。。),但一点都没有心痛的感觉。卖给双亲嘛,你要我付完我的家产我都愿意。如果这笔钱花在我身上,我看我会愧疚一辈子,而且应该会带着愧疚感直到我到另一个世界。LOL!!所以啊,Papa Mama,你们要努力用啊!!哈哈~~

哦~买礼物当然有原因。就是勒 > 双亲节快乐!!你们要开开心心每一天啊~~照顾好身体,吃多点,少做点,有空出去玩玩,看看世界,要买什么就买,偶尔要对自己好点,不要一直为我们想罢了。钱呢,不是问题。甭当心我们啦,我们都酱大了,大姐都可以嫁人了的说。。哈哈!!

希望你们会喜欢啦~~Always Love You two!! MUAKS~~~~~~~~~~~~~


第一次有写着酱多钱的账单。。




最近爱上一个人到处乱乱走,感觉很不错嘛。乱乱走,慢慢看。一个Midvalley的Jusco都可以逛上一两个小时。厉害吧~~haha。。以后没事做我就要到处发掘新地方!!哈哈!!

啦啦啦·~~

special semester 不知不觉过了要一个月,meaning我一个月没有看到妈妈爸爸大姐阿弟,一个月没有睡我那硬邦邦但很好睡的床,一个月没有看Astro,一个月没有冲热水澡。。。。。hampalang在家里常做的都一个月没做了,除了,吃饭,睡觉,上网。(废话!!)

拜一到拜五,不是窝在lab(闷到爆!>.<),就是窝在家读傻仔journal,这,就是做research的生活。ZZZzzz。。。

告诉大家,尤其是美里那班朋友,我打工去啦!!不是文文静静的那种公哦,而是,PROMOTER!!哇哈哈~~很难相信吧!啦啦啦~~~~~

现在看到orange的liquid会很phobia,看到女人月用品会不知觉摸摸一下。

有想过不要做了,因为,真的很累。搭巴士,等LRT,一边笑一边口沫横飞的站9个小时。。。。。but想到我的目标,有多么的不愿意,我都要坚持,要放弃,也等到目标达到为止吧!!(讲到很爽,搞不好下一秒就放弃了。嘻嘻~)

hello,aunty。你看我的年龄跟你很近咩?不要叫你的女儿谢谢‘姨姨’可以吗?还有,uncle,我可以做你的女儿了啦,还叫我aunty??!! =.=!
做promoter就一定要是aunty咩?hng~~

我,最最最最最最最最最最x99999999999999 HATE 的事就是,不守时的人!!!更加HATEx999999999999999999999999999999999999999999的就是迟到还嬉皮笑脸,一点愧疚感都没有的人。如果你迟到5-10分钟,fine,我原谅你,可能你逼不得已。可是,HALF AN HOUR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!会不会太过分了??!!har!还笑笑笑。。#$%^$^%&*@#%!$#&$*

放工后拿了完全很多很多很多sample回来。巧克力啦,牛奶啦,果汁啦~~~~~很爽的说。。哈哈!!分分分,housemate,roommate,exroommate,coursemate,jimui。。。。。看到大家开心的样子,爽!看见别人开心的样子,其实感觉完全棒!

喂。。我给你女儿儿子吃营养品勒,酱都要拒绝我咩。。T_T 而且,你的儿子很可怜。看着我,伸着手一直说:‘daddy,我要。我要。’你却目无表情地推着的走开。@@

我想吃海鲜!!错!是,我想吃鱼。蒸鱼。妈妈的蒸鱼。KL去哪里找鱼?我不要Carrefour,Jusco,Giant那种打冰打到硬硬眼睛红红蒙蒙腮白白不新鲜的。

大城市,连卖猪肉都要冷气。猪肉摊,你在哪里??

豆腐,不是应该一块块白白嫩嫩的浸在凉凉清清的水里面吗?怎么这里卖的都是一块块被密封起来的呢?难倒,是要传达‘大城市里,身在拥挤的人潮,心,是孤独的’,对吗?

我想睡久一点。但是,就算没有调闹钟,还是在天蒙蒙亮的时候自然起。是怎样??我还没睡上一般人该睡的3/4勒。。

陌生人。是啊。是很陌生。因为,我们从来没有了解对方。。。。套人家一句话‘我们变成了世上最熟悉的陌生人’。

“只怪我們愛得那麼洶湧 愛得那麼深
於是夢醒了 擱淺了
沉默了 揮手了 卻回不了神
如果當初在交會時能忍住了
激動的靈魂
也許今夜我不會讓自己在思念裡 沉淪”

我好想好想唱K~~~~~~

好啦~
解闷之门路到此为止。
谢谢大家。
周公,不要下棋勒,我不会。我们来玩猜拳好不好?嘻。。。。。。。

Monday, June 13, 2011

I don't want~

waseh。。 可以不要吗?越来越严重咯。。
以前是两三个月后,
后来是一个月左右,
现在不到半个月??!!
T.T
不知道是我不正常,
还是这本来就因人而异。
不可以酱勒。。。
真的。。
真的不可以。。
这样不断不断的想家。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
一定是PMS!!
师傅,你的白凤丸太够力了啦!!
我甘愿做个不流血的少女,也不要做泪流不断的女生。。。。