Tuesday, January 25, 2011

timing 很重要!

aiyaya...
时间真的转得好快啊。就快要过新年了。也就是说,要回家了呀!!YIPEE!!!
but hor, 我的新年衣还没买叻。。烦!not that I don't want to buy, is...... there are no clothes that suit my taste. T.T
yayaya.. i am choosy. so? if you buy a shirt that you don't like, what's the point? haha...
hmmm..... 难得开学到现在才得空,才有那么多时间去逛街,but身边的人好像才开始忙酱。then, JPA 又不要给我钱,Genting Peter又不出工钱给我,是怎样???!!
timing真的很不准啊!!!
最近有很多人生日(一月比较好生是吗?),又很多reunion and gathering, 又要送礼酱。。。@@ 简直broke burst!
这时候真的要高唱:“为什么每个人都说那钱钱钱钱不够用?” - 《钱不够用》
星期五就回家了。before that, i need to settle my clothes first le...现在还缺1 red shirt, 1 denim skirt o pant, 1 sandals. then, need to settle family gifts. wah.... 不只钱不够,连时间都没什么够的说。=.=
想去Sunway 看看,but太远我不敢一个人。midvalley,一定要去的啦。yor.......最近约人还真难。而且,很不好意识。haha...
算。现在去睡觉。明天,起来在看怎样。大不了,上完课,自己喷去近近的mid看看lor...又不是没酱过。 哈哈。。。
晚安!各位!
财神爷,明天,ball ball 你放一叠RM50在我桌上。如果你怕他给风吹走,那,放在我钱包里也ok. haha.... 谢~~谢~~你~~

Sunday, January 23, 2011

a series of events

AAaahh~~ relieve~~ after a series of fortunate, unfortunate, stressful, meaningful, meaningless, etc events..
Well.. everything seems to pile up since I am back from my semester break. everything seems came rushing in, afraid to be left out. I tried my best to grab and fulfill each of them, and I did, and survives through.. even though some are done in a bad way. well, like people say, by hook or by crook.

1st week - MMK booth setting
well, this really get me stressed up and steamed up. my fault too, for forgetting it and totally neglecting it during my break. if only i remember it, and did all the arrangement earlier, everyone and everything will be well done. well, at least not as bad as this time. to assign people at the booth just for barely 3 hours is a total headache. worsen by lack of transportation. and also publicity. well, now that had passed, and things are settled, let save up all the complains. thanks a lot for those who had helped out. thanks for those who are willing to skip classes. thanks for those who tried their best to settle for the transportation. thanks for those who help us with oral publicity. and also, thanks for those for your products and continuous support. really appreciated them. sorry, I had been loud, aggressive, pushing and commanding. i apologize. hope you all don't mind.

1st weekend - GENTING part time
1st part time job as a promoter, 1st part time job in KL. and it is all the way up at Genting. A memorable part time indeed. with all the pre- and post- events. it will be too long to compile everything here, and too bored to do so. for those who intend to know more, you have a few choices. 1) ask me. 2)ask my friends who are with me 3)read thier blogs 4)browse Facebook. haha...... in a nutshell, staying at a well-known-haunted apartment, with badly functioning water heater, and a few sleepless nights with freezing cold weather, plus long-hour standing job is really an unforgetful experience. it is so so so undescribable. for those seeking a part time, don't ever consider Genting. KL is 10 times better. even though we get a free magic show, worth RM 70! wow!
not forgeting to have a photo before work

new friend made during part time - Chloe

2nd week - MMK preparation
3rd week - MMK main event
a series of meeting, planning, discussion, rehearsal, waiting, dealing, argueing........
a series of gladful, meaningful, relieve-ful, stressful, hurtful, painful, events.
a series of uncertainty, undecideful, unwillingness, unsecure, uncontrolable events.
n a full 2 weeks of unenough sleep.
thank you very much, my MTs, my juniors and my friends. for helping out. and for supporting. there are too much to be said, but i can't find words to describe. what i can say is, it is great for having all of you. a part of my life are colored by you all. thanks!!

without you all, I am a total failure.. thanks!!

thanks a lot for supporting, dear all~~ muaks!!

well, now, it is the 4th week. my heavy responsibility has been accomplished. it should be the time to start focus on my study. but, hey.. holiday is coming. and, it is CNY!! so, i bet study can wait, till i am bac again from my dear MIRI. for the time being, i shall go shopping. red clothes, a skirt, new shoes, CNY delicacies for family.......... there are a lot to be bought!! but i am broke!! JPA, please, when are you coming? it is the 1st time i am so desperate for you. haha.. by the way, where is my part time salary? :P

I JUST CAN'T WAIT FOR MY HOLIDAY!!

life is just so colourful~

Friday, January 14, 2011

随便乱乱写。

*WARNING!! this is a damn bored post. read, if you want to be bored to death. leave, and you save time for others.






这时还醒着的我,少见。physically,又累到。mentally,比physically累一百倍。but then,就是睡不着。aiyo..上了大学,insomnia好像很爱来打我的注意。>.<
没有特别的原因为什么睡不着,只是脑袋不懂为什么一直跑跑跑。。心事吗?hmm...如果所有顾虑的东西,所有想的东西都是心事,那,我有。哈!
最近,忙着活动。1st time become director. say no stress, is cheating. obviously. there are too much to be care, too many to be thought. maybe like people say, i am expecting too much. am i? what i expect is just the very basic. i only wish that everything goes smoothly, and end in a happy satisfied way. i don't mean to be pushing, my dear teammates. sorry, if you all feel so. i really really don't mean it. but then, sometime i can't help to be commanding, because things are getting near and there are tonnes to be done. i also feel bad seeing you all have too spend your precious time doing all these, then staying up late also. sorry, and i beg your apologize. please just hang on for a few days and you will be free of these. sorry, i can't give you all the enjoyment feel. juniors, i am very sorry too. you all are so naive, and ought to enjoy university life, but are forced to be burden with all these things. 我,真的,很抱歉。
不懂为什么,可能还不能习惯这样的忙,整个人变得情绪起伏很大。身边的朋友,若有得罪你们,我,非常之抱歉。>.< (ball ball 我啦。。。)
为什么酱久才见面,反而有不欢而散的feel? 想说:我知道你是为我好,为我着想,可是,我有我的生活啊。我有我的生活作息。再加上,你又不是不知道我最近在忙活动。不是我不要,是不能。你或许会想,我为什么有时间和roommate一起。拜托~如果你是个白天有空的人,我一样有时间酱对你。不要忘了,对大学生,晚上,才是最好一起搞活动的时刻。你,应该比任何人清楚。况且,至今,你的活动也是这样。那,你有没有想过,我闲空,你忙时,是怎样? 还有,我不说,不代表我没事。不说,因为我觉得没必要。也因为,我不习惯向人说。可以说我顽固,随便,可我觉得说了也没用。所以,请不要是也向我抱怨,不是也向我抱怨。更,不要约束我的去向。我爱上课睡觉,so?我爱喷出去走走,so?我爱回家,不爱KL,so?我爱什么都回家才做,so? 不要认为你不会,我就不会。please......一种米,白种人,你,应该听过。please, 我真的不想觉得累得快。
很难的跟roommate去逛街,看电影。本来很高兴的心,被一封sms消灭。很衰的sms。带给了我霉运。因为,我心爱的水壶破了!!完全没有责怪人的意识,毕竟accident do happen。就当它把我的霉运打破了。只是,毕竟,它是妈妈给我的,也是一直紧紧跟着我,确保我不被渴死的水壶,对他它的感情真的很深。难免,会很伤心。心,就好象被划了一刀。讲吧!讲我傻吧!我无所谓。因为我真的和爱它。他一破,我就想到妈妈。妈妈应该会很sad吧。sorry, mummy。T.T 还很傻的为了它一把鼻涕一把眼泪。hng..你们不了解。sorry a, someone, I don't mean to be quiet le.. just that, the combination of sms and the dead of my bottle really do affect me by a bit. and, quite emotional after the movie. i am not blaming you. sorry if let you think so.
好啦。要逼自己去睡啦。>.<
‘早安!’

Thursday, January 13, 2011

pissed off!

I want go out, so what?? I have my own life, I have my own style. This is how I survive for so long. There is no rules and regulations that can be found in this world that stated that I have to follow your style and your way. You are you, and I am I. You have your own ways and so do I!! Why is it that I have to stay in room????? Why is it that I can't go out????? even though I am soooooooooooooo dammmmmmm free!!!!!! It's not that the time I am free people are busying.. It's not that when people are packed with jobs and I am strolling around. What you expect me to do in room? Study?? Yes, I know I have to start study, but please, I do know how to arrange my time. And if is the reason why you advice me to stay in room I will accept, but IT IS NOT!!! @#$$#$#@$@$$@$@$@$@$@$$#$##@$%@
ok then. i will use the reason next time on you!! KNS~

DAM FUCKED UP!!!!!!!!


and please, anything just tell. Don't you two tell 2 different story about the same thing.
I start to be doubting. and, I will think carefully next time before inviting. I promised.
>.<
(nidehaoxinrangwozhixi.duibuqi.)

better off to bed at this hour.
oh sh*t

周公,我等你浇熄我的火。谢谢!

Thursday, January 6, 2011

occuring sem

It is just the new start of my brand new second semester, but it seems like I have been here for a damn long duration.
Things are happening too fast, until I almost unable to manage. Everything is just not as smooth as hope.
Suffering from Post-holiday syndrome. Before I have the chance to heal, problems keep on pouring down, complications can't stop rolling in.
Well, this is life, I reckoned.
And, I am being bad. Not that I steal, I snatch, I hit. Just being bloody bad in some ways. I do not intend to do so, which many may think otherwise. Whatever!
I do know that is your concern, but sorry, wrong timing. If you are in my shoes, you will know. A promise made is a promise made. Even without any payment, I will take it as lesson. Plus, I have arranged everything. And I strongly believe I am not responsible to report every single mingle of my plan. If you can't take it, then fine! I am not expecting that also.
Now, Sorry for being demanding, but I must do so. I can't bear to see what is being built the past 9 years to collapse, by myself. Sorry, I don't let you all get the enjoyable feeling that should be gained. My bad.
What I can do now, is to crossed my fingers, and hope that everything will turn out fine. Just fine is enough.
Looking forward the Chinese New Year holiday, which by then, I get the chance to escape from the hustle and bustle of the city. Get the chance to have a rest of mind. Get the chance to reconsider my steps. Get the chance to re-plan my life. I don't wish to repeat my mistakes, to regret again, to miss the chance another time, and to waste others valuable time the second time.
Oh my dear God, please shine the path in front of me, if not brightly, as least less dim. Thank you very much, dear The Mighty!

OH! Dear Claire, do hang on!








How's everyone back there? I miss you all dam lot!!
T.T

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

Super girl!

好希望

是无敌超人.

就可以
顺顺利利
打倒一切.


我要变超女!!

Saturday, January 1, 2011

2011~

2010 就酱结束了。
2011 就酱来临了。

2010,过得也算精彩。
学业,虽然没有很好,但,至少低空飞过。无心向学还能不用和juniors一起上课,应该谢天谢地了。哈哈。。
人际关系,不懂算好还是不好,可我还满意。我得罪的人,请原谅我的无知及直言。与我为伍的朋友,真的,谢谢你们的相伴。
健康,完全很好!!在外读书,更本没严重病过,最多也是24小时就痊愈的伤风,为期3-4天的眼睛敏感。嘻嘻。。
课外活动,虽然没有很稳,简直是摇摇欲坠,但,马马虎虎还是熬过了一半。谢谢,谢谢,谢谢帮我的同伴,感恩,感恩,感恩协助我的学长,珍惜,珍惜,珍惜支持我的朋友!没有你们,我,真的会放弃了。

2011,会是怎样的一年?
期待一切会比2010好。
希望一切顺顺利利。
盼望一切如愿以偿。
家人,但愿他们健健康康,快快乐乐。
朋友,但愿他们万事顺利,心想事成。
世人,但愿他们生活安乐,平平安安。

2011,
我,会善用你!

唯智,新一年,好好加油咯~
^^













I am so so so so so so reluctant to pack!!
T.T
I start missing everyone and everything here......