D older i grow, d emptier my brain cavity. I m becoming a girl without thinking. I hav no thought. I will jiz follow d crowd. I m no longer d girl with great enthusiasm in life. I m juz sloughing around. I hav no longer hav my own standing. I am getting lazy to argue. I am getting tired to let ppl understand me, to get wat i am thinking. Juz let everything goes on, without me interupting like before. Words hurt. I m trying to keep my word from hurting every1. Everyone is getting more delicate n sensitive as we grow older. I am trying hard to be insensitive, at d sametime trying to avoid getting messed up wif othrs network of sensitivity. Sorry, if i m to self centered. Sorry, if i hurt anyone as i get along. Sorry, if i offend u. Sorry, if i seem ridiculous . Sorry for eveeything. I m trying hard to keep d golden pot of silence. I think tats not enuf. I should top up d pot of gold. Should start Gaining n collecting silence. Mayb i wil b rich by dojng so.. Nah... Dun think too much... I admit, i do miss my old self. I do miss pointing out my ooint. I still adore argueing. Think al tis gonna b left behind. Moving on in a mute state doesnt reali seem so bad ya.. Look at d brighter side. Rich!! Haha...
Lalalala, pls do tel me y...
Lalalala, wat i wan, i oso dun hav idea..
Lalalala.................
