F**K!

I AM TOTALLY PISSED OFF!!

WTF!

after a night sleep (which i don't sleep well n less than 5 hrs! dam!) i thought everything will return to normal, and i will gain back my sensibility. which, do not!!
i woke up feeling quite fresh, and was relieved that i am able to concentrate on my study.
i went to class feeling not bad, and was glad that i listen in class, though sometime i floated away, which is a norm actually.
i walked back to the study room with normal feel, and was glad i manage to finish up a set of notes.
i went to the eating hall feeling fine, but when i saw the Mak Cik DU, my anger just flared up.
sorry Mak Cik DU. it is not your fault, i knew, and realised. but then i just cant stop relating everything you all done back to the DAMN silly college admin.
WTH. i spend my precious time, not bother to bath after class just to spill this out! you are the first one to make me do so, and i think you wil be the only one. Fuck!

1st, why you need to check the card makan? which outsider will be so 'DUH' silly and come and eat the DU food that SUCKS!? you should be glad we staying in the college still visit the hall, or else you will need to swallow everything by yourself!

2nd, why you need to lock d small gate at 7pm SHARP, and the large gate 12am SHARP? rationality? to prevent outsider? OH HELL!! as if someone who really intend to enter your college don't know how to climb the fence. as if they only know how to walk straight through the big gate but not the small side door. as if they can't enter in the morning and hide there till night. as if the WORKERS in your college are all martians. IRRATIONAL ACT! CHILDISH! then why don't you hired a security? what? insufficient budget? oh...... I c. the money we paid and the money government support just vanish in the thin air right? *puff* and now you don't see them because "they are used to maintain the college welfare". so called maintained.. BULLSHIT!!!

3rd, why the change of the norm, the tradition? why can't you just follow what is being followed and obeyed for i think at least 5 years? why you are sooo boastful to change everything? 'erm, because we think that they are unnecessary.' well, F U! a project wont survive for such a long time if it is UNNECESSARY!! 'erm, because we think by that both parties will benefits. you will have more budget.' well, another F U!! double F U!! budget! how much you give? a merely RM 2000 that is insufficient for even a project to run 2 large project? no wonder you have a 'PHD'!!

4th, before stating it out, i will like to give you 7 letters. plus a free exclamation mark. you are welcome!

""FUCK YOU!""

what is the HELL that make you think that we should be the director next year? WHAT THE FUCK! experience? experience is what you learn, DUMMY! if you don't let the next batch try out, how they gain experience? KNS~ it will be useful for my future? HELLO, SILLY HEAD! a year of experience is MORE THAN ENOUGH!! F!! and why do you abolished the ex-officio post?? SHIT YOU!! if you think being a director is so fucking easy, come, i let you be it!! no, i don't need anything in return, you can have the position as long as you wish!! and, do you remember this phrase :'there will be no ex-officio post next year, my dear.' WAPIANG!!!!!!!! WHAT THE HELL!!!! WHO IS YOUR DEAR?????????? MIND YOUR WORDS!!!!!!
WALAO EH!!!!! my anger just can't be calmed. F**K!
F! F! F!
i need a huge huge enormous glass of icy cold water!!!!!!!!! i need ice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WTF! WTH!
KAN NI NIA!! BU KI MA!!! DAMN HOLLY SHIT!!
hmmph!!!!!!!
listen to this song, which i will really really like to dedicated it to you!
F U !






** mummy and daddy and for others who are unrelated, please do forgive me for all the rude words. T.T
i am sorry. but i had run out of words.