现在是凌晨3.41时。
我，
奇迹的，
还很精神。
为什么？
是午觉太久吗？ 不可能啊，那是补回昨天的。
是咖啡因作怪吗？ 更没理，我连喝old town 101都没问题。
哪，为什么？
不知道，
也不想去知道。
反正，现在Studyweek。明天没上课。
明天，zhmm就回家闭关读书了。
owh....
本来，我应该也。。。。。
算。算。算。
伤心事就不提了。。。。。
还好，sf星期二就回来了。
owh～～roommate~~
请原谅我。
夜深了，所以语无伦次。
好啦。真的，要睡了。
明天，错，应该所等一下，
约了zhmm去subway吃早餐！
woohoo~~
前提，她，没有不舒服。
可是，是分离2weeks的last breakfast。。 T.T
roommate ar.....希望你快快好啊。。
虽然那个东西没得快。。LOL！！
hana hana..... 不罗嗦了。。
nitenite～～
Monday, April 18, 2011
Friday, April 15, 2011
Wednesday, April 13, 2011
y d rude sound so nice?
Fuck U - Lily Allen
this one dedicated to those who are concerned.
have been immoral lately. damn myself.
cannot continue be like that.
i must return to my self. fast!
haiz....
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
歌。
很乱很乱的心，听什么都emo.. 哈哈。。
为什么这些歌听了一百次还是酱感动？
T.T
谢谢你的温柔～
谢谢你看得起我，可是对不起，我承受不了。。
保持微笑～
请你放过我吧。我想保留我那唯一引以为傲的唯智笑容。
他还不懂～
为什么他怎样讲还是不懂？谁可以让他懂？求你们让他懂～～
雨天～
谁能体谅我有雨天？任何人体谅，任何人懂都没用。因为让我有雨天的人还是不懂。 >.<
开始懂了～
我开始懂什么叫彷徨无助。我开始懂被逼至墙角的感觉。我要窒息了。。
你不会～
你不会，你不会，你不会知道我有多无奈。你不会，你不会，你不会了解我的心结。
遇见～
好怀念中学的feel 哦。。那时参活动完全自由，完全爽。。没人逼你做你不爱做的事。
诱惑的街～
你有什么心结难解，尽然不放过我？你让我这个从来不承认有心结的人，有了一个超复杂的心结。。
不听了。
读书读书读书。。。
我的眼在看书，心在飘～
为什么这些歌听了一百次还是酱感动？
T.T
谢谢你的温柔～
谢谢你看得起我，可是对不起，我承受不了。。
保持微笑～
请你放过我吧。我想保留我那唯一引以为傲的唯智笑容。
他还不懂～
为什么他怎样讲还是不懂？谁可以让他懂？求你们让他懂～～
雨天～
谁能体谅我有雨天？任何人体谅，任何人懂都没用。因为让我有雨天的人还是不懂。 >.<
开始懂了～
我开始懂什么叫彷徨无助。我开始懂被逼至墙角的感觉。我要窒息了。。
你不会～
你不会，你不会，你不会知道我有多无奈。你不会，你不会，你不会了解我的心结。
遇见～
好怀念中学的feel 哦。。那时参活动完全自由，完全爽。。没人逼你做你不爱做的事。
诱惑的街～
你有什么心结难解，尽然不放过我？你让我这个从来不承认有心结的人，有了一个超复杂的心结。。
不听了。
读书读书读书。。。
我的眼在看书，心在飘～
F**K!
I AM TOTALLY PISSED OFF!!
WTF!
after a night sleep (which i don't sleep well n less than 5 hrs! dam!) i thought everything will return to normal, and i will gain back my sensibility. which, do not!!
i woke up feeling quite fresh, and was relieved that i am able to concentrate on my study.
i went to class feeling not bad, and was glad that i listen in class, though sometime i floated away, which is a norm actually.
i walked back to the study room with normal feel, and was glad i manage to finish up a set of notes.
i went to the eating hall feeling fine, but when i saw the Mak Cik DU, my anger just flared up.
sorry Mak Cik DU. it is not your fault, i knew, and realised. but then i just cant stop relating everything you all done back to the DAMN silly college admin.
WTH. i spend my precious time, not bother to bath after class just to spill this out! you are the first one to make me do so, and i think you wil be the only one. Fuck!
1st, why you need to check the card makan? which outsider will be so 'DUH' silly and come and eat the DU food that SUCKS!? you should be glad we staying in the college still visit the hall, or else you will need to swallow everything by yourself!
2nd, why you need to lock d small gate at 7pm SHARP, and the large gate 12am SHARP? rationality? to prevent outsider? OH HELL!! as if someone who really intend to enter your college don't know how to climb the fence. as if they only know how to walk straight through the big gate but not the small side door. as if they can't enter in the morning and hide there till night. as if the WORKERS in your college are all martians. IRRATIONAL ACT! CHILDISH! then why don't you hired a security? what? insufficient budget? oh...... I c. the money we paid and the money government support just vanish in the thin air right? *puff* and now you don't see them because "they are used to maintain the college welfare". so called maintained.. BULLSHIT!!!
3rd, why the change of the norm, the tradition? why can't you just follow what is being followed and obeyed for i think at least 5 years? why you are sooo boastful to change everything? 'erm, because we think that they are unnecessary.' well, F U! a project wont survive for such a long time if it is UNNECESSARY!! 'erm, because we think by that both parties will benefits. you will have more budget.' well, another F U!! double F U!! budget! how much you give? a merely RM 2000 that is insufficient for even a project to run 2 large project? no wonder you have a 'PHD'!!
4th, before stating it out, i will like to give you 7 letters. plus a free exclamation mark. you are welcome!
WALAO EH!!!!! my anger just can't be calmed. F**K!
F! F! F!
i need a huge huge enormous glass of icy cold water!!!!!!!!! i need ice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WTF! WTH!
KAN NI NIA!! BU KI MA!!! DAMN HOLLY SHIT!!
hmmph!!!!!!!
listen to this song, which i will really really like to dedicated it to you!
F U !
** mummy and daddy and for others who are unrelated, please do forgive me for all the rude words. T.T
i am sorry. but i had run out of words.
WTF!
after a night sleep (which i don't sleep well n less than 5 hrs! dam!) i thought everything will return to normal, and i will gain back my sensibility. which, do not!!
i woke up feeling quite fresh, and was relieved that i am able to concentrate on my study.
i went to class feeling not bad, and was glad that i listen in class, though sometime i floated away, which is a norm actually.
i walked back to the study room with normal feel, and was glad i manage to finish up a set of notes.
i went to the eating hall feeling fine, but when i saw the Mak Cik DU, my anger just flared up.
sorry Mak Cik DU. it is not your fault, i knew, and realised. but then i just cant stop relating everything you all done back to the DAMN silly college admin.
WTH. i spend my precious time, not bother to bath after class just to spill this out! you are the first one to make me do so, and i think you wil be the only one. Fuck!
1st, why you need to check the card makan? which outsider will be so 'DUH' silly and come and eat the DU food that SUCKS!? you should be glad we staying in the college still visit the hall, or else you will need to swallow everything by yourself!
2nd, why you need to lock d small gate at 7pm SHARP, and the large gate 12am SHARP? rationality? to prevent outsider? OH HELL!! as if someone who really intend to enter your college don't know how to climb the fence. as if they only know how to walk straight through the big gate but not the small side door. as if they can't enter in the morning and hide there till night. as if the WORKERS in your college are all martians. IRRATIONAL ACT! CHILDISH! then why don't you hired a security? what? insufficient budget? oh...... I c. the money we paid and the money government support just vanish in the thin air right? *puff* and now you don't see them because "they are used to maintain the college welfare". so called maintained.. BULLSHIT!!!
3rd, why the change of the norm, the tradition? why can't you just follow what is being followed and obeyed for i think at least 5 years? why you are sooo boastful to change everything? 'erm, because we think that they are unnecessary.' well, F U! a project wont survive for such a long time if it is UNNECESSARY!! 'erm, because we think by that both parties will benefits. you will have more budget.' well, another F U!! double F U!! budget! how much you give? a merely RM 2000 that is insufficient for even a project to run 2 large project? no wonder you have a 'PHD'!!
4th, before stating it out, i will like to give you 7 letters. plus a free exclamation mark. you are welcome!
""FUCK YOU!""
what is the HELL that make you think that we should be the director next year? WHAT THE FUCK! experience? experience is what you learn, DUMMY! if you don't let the next batch try out, how they gain experience? KNS~ it will be useful for my future? HELLO, SILLY HEAD! a year of experience is MORE THAN ENOUGH!! F!! and why do you abolished the ex-officio post?? SHIT YOU!! if you think being a director is so fucking easy, come, i let you be it!! no, i don't need anything in return, you can have the position as long as you wish!! and, do you remember this phrase :'there will be no ex-officio post next year, my dear.' WAPIANG!!!!!!!! WHAT THE HELL!!!! WHO IS YOUR DEAR?????????? MIND YOUR WORDS!!!!!!WALAO EH!!!!! my anger just can't be calmed. F**K!
F! F! F!
i need a huge huge enormous glass of icy cold water!!!!!!!!! i need ice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WTF! WTH!
KAN NI NIA!! BU KI MA!!! DAMN HOLLY SHIT!!
hmmph!!!!!!!
listen to this song, which i will really really like to dedicated it to you!
F U !
** mummy and daddy and for others who are unrelated, please do forgive me for all the rude words. T.T
i am sorry. but i had run out of words.
Tuesday, March 29, 2011
MYOB!!
Very very very confusing. 很乱很乱很乱。 Must blame the weather!! Very very very very very hot!!
We are in the tropical country. The weather should be warm and humid. But it is not now!! it is totally HOT (but not sexy, thanks.) and dry. Crispy dry.
Ok. I admit. I admit I am wrong in the first place. i should mind my own business. But, please do give me a chance to explain.
My explaination:
- 1st, I am so guilty for being unhelpful. I know you need opinions, but I cant give much through that wireless thingy. Plus, I don’t know what is available out there. And, I don’t have much fashion sense. Do forgive me for that. And do forgive me for my lack of opinions.
- 2nd, I am so guilty for leaving you out there wandering and searching, aimlessly, in a sea of similar stuffs. I know the feeling.’ Everything seems ok, everything seems fine, but there should be a better one later.’ And I also know another feeling, ‘ I think it is nice, how about you?’ but there will be no one answering. =.= ‘oh, damn!’ please forgive me for not being there. not that I don’t want, but the situation is not allowing me. Sorry.
- 3rd, I really don’t know how are things getting out there. but I am certain that you are exhausted, if not physically, it is mentally. (oh, shut! It is juz MY feeling.) that’s why I suggest a temporary stop for the No.11 bus. Let the heated up tyres have a sip of cool fluid. Let the heaty engine enjoy a breeze, before continuing the journey. But I guess the driver wont think so. (OK, IT IS MY SILLY GUESS, AGAIN!) so, I think the driver beside will help. Because, sometime, 3rd party opinion falls on soft ears, unlike the direct concerned person. So, due to my silly guessing and assumption, I turn to the 3rd party. I know, I know, and I am certain, I SHOULDN’T! I know I know I know, I should just let it be. But, I really hope the bus will cool down, so that the bus will have a better sense of direction. Who knows, it ruins. It turns out the opposite way.
Oh, good! I know whatever explanations done now are in vain. Useless. Hopeless. Meaningless. So, I will just apologise and keep quiet. Till the bus is willing to pick me up again. And I doubt when is it. oh, serve you right. So next time, just mine your own business!! You might as well save that 1 sentence. Or should I say, 1 letter?
To the bus driver, I am so sorry. Here, I will like to apologise sincerely. Whether you accept it or not, I have no high hope on it. because, I know you will be totally frustrated. But, please do believe me, i don’t have any bad meaning. I know, you will say:’no need!i am doing just fine. And I know what I am doing.’ Sorry. With tones of apologies.
Do take care, my dear. Please fill your water tank with more fluid to ease your heaty engine. Please don’t condemned at this time.
‘Sorry don’t cure. If it does, policemen should be extinct!’ >.<
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
ABC d e f g ..........
supposedly, i should be doing other stuffs rather than sitting here blogging. but my heart for all those is stolen by a thief when i am asleep. he left a note telling me he will return it to me after my breakfast, so, at the meantime, i will just kill my waiting time with blogging. (Excellent reason, right? :P)
hmm.. still practicing to improve my food blogs. as a revision, let's have a brief one.
on 1 random Sunday afternoon (i think so.. haha..). the weather was indescribably warm. 2 young ladies were craving for a bowl of ABC to cool themselves down. as it was a sunday, all mamak stall in the campus were closed. and wasn't it irrational to take a bus to the nearest town to have a bowl of ice? LOL. end up, they went to a typical mamak stall that sells cendol, ABC and rojak mamak next to a KFC outlet nearby.
(some may think:'Oh Gosh! it is so hot, and you all walk there just for a tiny bowl of condensed water? how insane!' -------- well, when the craving comes, it is explainable.)
they settled down with a bowl of cendol and ABC. not much to comment about. they were not the best the 2 ladies have before. but, they were not bad either. for RM1.50, you can't expect much ingredients except the basic ones to be found. oh, the red bean is a highlight though. :)
shared a bowl of mee rojak between them. ordered a person's portion, but it when it came, it can certainly fed 4 people. LOL. piled up with prawn fritters, fried tofu, and yellow noodles, loaded with their special rojak sauce, it was quite nice. you may require the sauce to be separated if you don't like your rojak to be mushy as you devoured it. (well, still prefer the black sauce rojak more..haha..)
the ladies afternoon tea~
tada~ the 2 young ladies~~ (weewit!)
发现一首好歌 - A-Lin 逃避没有不好
"逃避沒有不好 太理智想犯罪突然變虛偽"
真的，有时候逃避， 并不是一件坏事。
人太理智，人生反而会变得无趣。
没有EMO啦！dui！好歌要分享嘛～～
hmm.. still practicing to improve my food blogs. as a revision, let's have a brief one.
on 1 random Sunday afternoon (i think so.. haha..). the weather was indescribably warm. 2 young ladies were craving for a bowl of ABC to cool themselves down. as it was a sunday, all mamak stall in the campus were closed. and wasn't it irrational to take a bus to the nearest town to have a bowl of ice? LOL. end up, they went to a typical mamak stall that sells cendol, ABC and rojak mamak next to a KFC outlet nearby.
(some may think:'Oh Gosh! it is so hot, and you all walk there just for a tiny bowl of condensed water? how insane!' -------- well, when the craving comes, it is explainable.)
they settled down with a bowl of cendol and ABC. not much to comment about. they were not the best the 2 ladies have before. but, they were not bad either. for RM1.50, you can't expect much ingredients except the basic ones to be found. oh, the red bean is a highlight though. :)
ABC
cendol
shared a bowl of mee rojak between them. ordered a person's portion, but it when it came, it can certainly fed 4 people. LOL. piled up with prawn fritters, fried tofu, and yellow noodles, loaded with their special rojak sauce, it was quite nice. you may require the sauce to be separated if you don't like your rojak to be mushy as you devoured it. (well, still prefer the black sauce rojak more..haha..)
mee rojak
UM folks out there, if you have a sudden crave for ABC and cendol, give it a try! maybe you can spend the time chit-chatting after the tea-time while waiting for dinner, and head for KFC!! ^^
the ladies afternoon tea~
tada~ the 2 young ladies~~ (weewit!)
发现一首好歌 - A-Lin 逃避没有不好
"逃避沒有不好 太理智想犯罪突然變虛偽"
真的，有时候逃避， 并不是一件坏事。
人太理智，人生反而会变得无趣。
没有EMO啦！dui！好歌要分享嘛～～
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